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In the early morning of a Wednesday, about a month or so after my days with Taehyung, I can be found throwing up my guts. It was extremely painful after a while. For I have been here for about half an hour and its almost nonstop. Well it's either me dry heaving or actually throwing up. My eyes are teary too as my body shakes. Please make this hell stop to the magic figure in the sky. I really just want to sleep a bit more before work and this is not making me feel any better. In all honesty, I feel super weak right now too.

As it stops for a minute, I take this time to get some water. I make my way to the bathroom sink and turn on the faucet. Then I grab some mouthwash to rinse with. I don't like the after taste of vomit and I want to drink water without throwing up again. Hopefully my stomach will calm down before work and I will gain my strength some time soon. If not, Jungkook might make me stay home and do nothing.

My water cup is filled from the fridge as I hear slow foot steps coming from upstairs. My husband must be waking up for some water too. He typically doesn't wake up unless he needs to pee or get a drink of water. Once my cup is finished, I can see his sleepy face and adorable bed head everywhere. "Hey baby," he quietly says while walking over to me and placing a quick kiss on my forehead. "You're covered with sweat.... Plus you're really pale. Jimin, are you okay? You weren't sick and I just didn't notice did I?" He is very quick to panicking. It's so cute when he does. This just shows his love for me.

"My stomach was just very upset and I don't have much of anything in it anymore. But I'm okay now Kookie. This water is helping calm it. I'll probably be okay in the morning," I respond back. His face softens hearing me. I love him. No doubt about it.

While I take another sip of water, nice muscular arms wrap around my waist. Then I feel a head being placed in the crook of my neck. We stay there for a bit and kind of sway back and forth. I almost fall back asleep from the calming effect this has. Jungkook can do so many things and I just fall so much more deeply in love. He is the one and only for me. I'm a hundred percent sure about that.

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My morning was all lies. What I thought was going to be a normal morning and I was just having an upset stomach last night... it wasn't happening. While in the shower as Jungkook gets dressed, I instantly turn it off and fall in front of the toilet. My insides just burning as it comes out of me. In just a few moments, Jungkook is there behind my rubbing circles in my back while I continuously throw up. My throat was still scratchy from early today and this wasn't helping at all. This time actually tears fall from my eyes.

"Jimin, should we just take the day off? If you don't feel better by the afternoon, I'm taking you to urgent care too. You clearly don't look good," his circles stop while I hear the bathroom sink turn on. He must of grabbed a cup for me after I can finally stop. Speaking of which.

My guts come out of me once again. After the spill, I continue with dry heaving. But none of this stops. After about ten minutes, I feel like I might pass out. This is not fun at all. "Kookie... I don't think I can work today," I say weakly. My body isn't even shaking from how much this is affecting me. I've never felt like this before. It's kind of scaring me. I... I just can't comprehend this.

After a few more minutes, I can finally take a five second break. Maybe even longer. I just sit there though. Catching my breathe and finding the strength to even stand. Before I can even make my own decision on that, Jungkook is slowly leaning me against out tub and demanding me not to get up. Then I can hear him calling someone. Probably one of our Hyungs. Hopefully it's one of them. They are pretty helpful and Jin is a nurse. He can probably give some advice.

"Namjoon Hyung, is Jin around? Jimin has been throwing up like crazy... Well, yeah... No it's been about a week or two since... Jin! Please, just tell me what to do," Jungkook goes completely silent as a heavy red blush goes across his cheeks. "Um, we have been since our wedding night. Yes, we are... So wait, you're telling me to see if he does this the next few days?... Oh, okay... Do bring him to work? Hyung, he looks super pale though... That's not good!? Oh it's normal but be careful?... I can stay home with him. We'll just do some random work on the laptops... Okay, thank you Hyung." With a heavy sigh, he turns to me again.

"So I'm staying home... for why though?" I ask hoping he can hear me. My throat is still on fire and nothing really wants to come out.  His arm extends out and gives me some water in a cup. I gratefully take it and take some small sips. A sigh escape my lips as it helps with soothing everything.

Jungkook stands there waiting for me to be done with my water before he speaks. So we sit here in a few minutes of silence. "Hyung thinks you're experiencing morning sickness... So we're possibly expecting?" My mood instantly shifts from feeling like shit to feeling excited and feeling like shit. I beam while slowly getting up to hug my husband. He's instantly coming to me in order to support me just incase I'm still weak, but also returns my hug.

"Jungkook, you could be a dad... I could be a mother... We might be having a family!" I pull away from him to look up at his face. He's just smiling like a dork. Seeing him this excited, I start crying. I never thought that something like this would happen. Especially at a younger age. This is all so crazy. I'm just married and now our attempts at a baby are possibly true. "When did Jin say to take a test or go in?"

"He said to see if you feel better in the next few days. If you don't, then take one. If it comes back positive... we call for an appointment." Oh my, a baby appointment. That is so crazy... yet so amazing.

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