✅FALSIFY: (Hʏᴜɴɢʜʏᴜᴋ x Hʏᴜɴɢᴡᴏɴʜᴏ)

Chapter Thirty - Four

"Hyung..."

Changkyun's voice called Hyungwon's attention. The younger was peeking his head into the room looking as if he was waiting for Hyungwon to invite him in.

Hyungwon was sitting on his bed, hugging his knees closed to his chest. He lifted his gaze to the direction of the younger, his eyes having that silent question of the younger's presence.

Feeling the silent question of Hyungwon, Changkyun step into the room walking straight to the older with slow but sure footsteps.
Hyungwon's gaze followed the younger's movements, his eyes falling onto the wooden box the younger was holding.
He moved from his position, scooting to the side as if he was giving Changkyun a space to sit on.

"Changkyun-ah" He called him to show his acknowledgement to the younger's presence.

"I came by to check on you" Changkyun started, taking a seat beside the older. "You haven't gone out of your room since yesterday"

"I'm doing fine. I guess" Hyungwon said with a weak laugh. Trying to act nonchalantly.

"Minhyuk Hyung's flight is today. I just thought you should know" Changkyun said quietly. Hyungwon gave out a sigh looking away, pulling his knees to his chest once more and resting his cheek on top of it. He knows it's today. He heard them talk about it yesterday.

"What's the point? I dont need to know, I don't care"

"I know you're in pain Hyung.." Changkyun started putting his hand on Hyungwon's shoulder to give comfort.
"I know you are greatly confused. You don't know your heart and your mind is making it hard for you to know what you truly feel"

"He lied to me Changkyun. He made me believe I... Love him. I actually thought I love him. He played me"

Changkyun bit his lower lip nodded. "I know Hyung. I know."

"All the feelings I invested in him, the trust, the love, it was all for nothing. He messed up my mind when I was so vulnerable. He made me believe I love him, I believed in him so much that I actually thought it was real, I believe him so much that now I have the person I truly love in front of me... I can't feel it. That now I have the real person who owns my heart, I can't give my all. "

Hyungwon poured out, a set of warm tears falling down from his eyes. He moved his hands to his hair tugging on it unable to bear the confusion and the pain within him.

Changkyun watched him, feeling a tugging pain in his heart. He only imagine what his Hyung is feeling at the moment. His Hyung is in pain and he needs Changkyun's help and Changkyun will give it to him as long as he can. He's been quiet for far too long. He needs to step in now before it's too late.

"Sometimes I lay on my bed and think of his hugs,his touches, his kisses my mind.. My body, everything about me remembers him because he's been here with me. I'm trying to search for what's in my heart but I can't, I don't know what's in here. I forgot, he made me forget about it. I know now that it's Wonho. Wonho is the one I love, I belonged to him before all of this had happened. I had always belonged to him, sometimes I feel that I love him. Maybe it was the same love that I had forgotten but then Minhyuk will come crashing into my mind again..and.... And I'll feel the pain again... I don't know... I... I may have fallen for Minhyuk but that's only because he lied to me... Wonho was the one who have my heart but why? Why is it so hard... I'm just so confused... I just want to end it. I can't... I don't even know what to think... "

Changkyun listen to everything Hyungwon had to say. He pulled the older close to him giving him an embrace as he pat his head.

Hyungwon cried to Changkyun. For days of trying to act tough, he showed his vulnerability once again. He was tired and confused, his whole being can't take it anymore so he poured his pain.