love-blind

cheater!!

{Sirius's perspective}
it has been a week since the incident and i am healed up almost fully now! : ) it's been very entertaining getting to sit there and make Alex do everything for me, he isn't strong, so telling him to lift heavy things knowing he can't is my favorite pass time.

"he is the cutest! well i mean he is ok i guess" i smirked to my best friend Emily who had came to stay the day at mine since it was a Saturday. "ok dude" she smiled not believing i was happy... finally!!

after we had talked for around an hour i went to go get dinner made. "what do you want?" i called to Emily and Alex, they looked deep in conversation. "your moms curry!" they both replied in sync. "ok"
i knew the recipe so it wouldn't be that hard right. i don't know but i do want to work hard to make it perfect for Emily and Alex too!

"dinner ready!" i called to the pair who came running in after Alex muttered 'thank goodness' this confused me but i ignored it and ate with them. "so what were you two talking about?" i tried to stop the awkward silence. they looked at each other.

"nothing not really" Alex replied not making any sense. "okayyyy" i sighed. still concerned.

"Mum who's sleeping in my room?" i asked while fiddling with my hands. "Emily" she smiled.

{Alex's perspective}
i couldn't help but feel uncomfortable when Sirius told me Emily was staying at ours, i mean i don't like her at all. but i smiled and mumbled an "ok"

i didn't trust her and i was right not to cause when
Sirius went away to start dinner she stared to talk to me. "ya know he is mine right?"
"he loves me more and tonight i'll prove it!" she smirked. " no i don't believe you!" in truth i did Sirius doesn't seem the most trust worthy ever.

that night his mother said Emily could stay in his room, so i sat to worry for the next night. it was actually tiring but i couldn't sleep.

i thought the best approach was too let it go. i didn't want to seem jealous plus i do trust him!! with all my heart and soul. he wouldn't do anything.

But when i heard odd noises i walked in on them. they were kissing and he seemed  genuinely happy not at all like when he is with me. but it's ok.

"hope your happy together!" my voice didn't sound aggressive or mad. it sounded sad and betrayed. he knew i would be sad and not angry so he didn't even look up probably assuming i wouldn't care as much. but i did i left a note and it said all my feelings.

it read :
Sirius i am betrayed and hurt but i will not do anything. just going to leave and see my mother again she said dad left for the time being so i can stay. i seen you were more happy with Emily so i just want to say be happy and i hope it was worth it.

~ Alex.

i thought that would explain enough so i packed my bags and left. he probably didn't notice he is probably tongue deep with her. but it's ok.

i wanted to go home happily so my mum wouldn't say told you so or something. so i whipped my tears and ran to hers. luckily it was raining so it covered the trace of tears that were causing my green eyes to turn pink and my vision to be blurred.

"hey mom!" i smiled brightly. "hello son" she offered a warm smile back. "why are you crying ?" nope can't fool her. "fine Sirius cheated" i shamefully cried to her. "it's ok i never liked him. biscuits?"
"yes please!" she always knows what to do!

{Sirius' perspective }
i woke up with a bagging head ache and rolled over to see a naked Emily?! wait was i ... drunk! no! what happened last night.

i ran to the kitchen to see my mother clutching something looking mad. "really! you cheated!" she sounded like she could slap me. "not on purpose wait how do you know?" she handed me the not Alex gave me.

"i have messed up so bad!" i screamed to myself. "well better go get him back... once you get Emily out!" my mom told me. i nodded. "Emily get up and get out!" i screamed my voice cracked slightly. she knew exactly what she was doing. "fine. but i know you love ME!"

"no i don't i LOVE Alex!!" by now i was in tears. "o-ok" she sounded defeated and depressed. "fine i'll go"

with that she stormed out. (she had put her clothes back on) so in an overly big hoodie (Alex's) i ran to his mothers house and thumped the door. he came out and seen the tears streaming down my face.

"i am so sorry i was drunk and it was a mistake cause i love you" i stared his shut the door in my face. i slide my practice weeding vows under his door, i wrote them when i first got a crush on him, i could feel something at my feet he had slid my note back. he had scribbled a 'no too late' on it in black.

sobbing i went home and didn't get any sympathy from my mother. or anyone for that matter. but i guess i deserved it. it is my fault!