love-blind

New opertunites.

{Sirius perspective}
i sprung out of bed excited to meet Alex. to get my money back of course. i would rather die then like him !

"hi ! hope you slept well" he began, "yeah now give me my money" i demanded sternly. "ok here! also there is this cafe near my house and my mother said i have to take someone. sense you bought me stuff yesterday wanna come?" he asked with hope filled eyes. "sure! after practice" i agreed. "practice?" "yes french" i sighed face planting.

"oh yeah that!" he laughed. walking into the large school building.

"hey Siri! how's Alex?" "he's in love!" Emily taunted. "he didn't ask you!" i shot back at her, instantly silencing her. "and ok i don't care about him" i bluntly replied falling into my chair like i had just died. "so you don't hate him?" Carson pushed, "i have no feeling of hatred nor like so shut up" i dramatically slouched off the chair.

"what happened?" "why do you gotta know me so well ?!" i smirked, "he asked me out for dinner as a thank you for helping him and buying him stuff" i grumbled. Emily and Carson were practically screaming in uwu.

"don't say a word" i slouched fully under the table. "Sirius get out from under that table!" the teacher instructed. "no i'm a bit pre occupied" i retorted. "detention! tomorrow!" at least not today. wait why do i care about meeting him? i don't. but... i do. in a way he's kind i like him.

"so i have decided if you teach me french i will teach you how to communicate with people cause i feel you lack that skill" Alex began he thought i cared. loser. "no" "pleaseee you can't meet my family like this" he begged. "fine do whatever you can in an hour then!" i sighed in defeat.

i really regretted letting him it was the most boring hour of my life. 'so what do you do if someone greets you?' he said in a childish voice, 'greet them back with a smile' i retorted, 'what do you do when i order for you?' 'say thank you and please' 'finally what do you do when they fight or cry?' i smirked, 'no you don't roll your eyes! you comfort them' he smiled.

'hey mother!' Alex walked to greet his mother, me following closely behind, 'Mum this is Sirius' he beamed. he didn't bother to introduce me, he knew i didn't care. 'i thought you would take a girl' his mother exclaimed, 'on short notice i brought my boyfriend instead!' realizing what he said he blushed, 'no no! my friend who's a boy!' he nervously exclaimed.

seeing his mother look disgusted i decided to have a little fun, 'hello i'm his boyfriend' i smirked over to Alex, 'really ? that's ok i guess' she looked very uncomfortable, ' nah just messing with ya' i laughed. the woman sighed in relief  'he likes to mess around but i did teach him exactly what to say for today' Alex beamed to his mother looking proud. 'good'

the rest of meal went really weird, Alex noticed i had forgotten my fidget toys/bracelets so i was very on edge, 'wanna hold my hand if your scared?' he smirked, not even caring i gave in, 'yes' so he agreed. i know he didn't mean to but still it was a bit comforting in a way. he held my hand under the table so his family wouldn't notice.

'what would you like to drink?' the waitress smiled at me, 'please could i have the f-f-fanta' i stuttered, grabbing his hand tightly i ordered. i got the right thing so as Alex was about to clap for me he pulled his hand onto the table sadly forgetting to let go. 'umm Alex dear care to explain?' his dad looked horrified, 'he was scared and forgot his bracelet so i comforted him' Alex tried to explain, 'leave!' so we got up hand in hand still and walked out. 'f•••k!' it was the first time i had heard him curse.

'i just got f•••king kicked out!' he almost collapsed into me with tear stained eyes. 'come to mine for a while' i demanded. 'i don't want to be a bother' but it was too late i was already dragging him to my house, sprinting past Emily's in an attempt not to let her see.

my dad happily let him stay on the couch in the kitchen next to the heaters so he'd be warm. 'thanks dad!' i exclaimed. 'how does your dad not care?' Alex sounded astonished, 'he does that's why i didn't explain why and he didn't ask' i explained. 'i'm going to call Emily sleep well' i sighed trudging up the stairs.

'so how did it go?'
'it went well... but noting eventful happened' i lied.
'great! now tell me what really happened?' honestly i don't know why i bother to lie, it's impossible.
'i got scared so he held my hand and his family saw and kicked him out so now he's asleep on my kitchen couch,you know you've slept on it plenty' i laughed a bit at the end thinking about are many sleep overs.
'really? poor him. but that's so cute! i'm telling Carson!' she pestered sounding giddy. 'fine night' i couldn't be bothered to talk to her anymore.

but one thing was for sure i knew that i hadn't give up, i had found love again. but i knew he didn't feel the same. so i sat and fantasied about the new opportunity's that would come with him living here.

{Alex's perspective}
how,how could i have let that happen! i am so mad at myself, but now i guess i live with Sirius and his dad... wants me to? i don't how i am such a burden. but it was kind of worth getting disowned. cause like it or not i wasn't gonna live there much longer.

plus now i have all these new opportunities so i should be able to relax soon as my relationship progresses with him... as a friend.