it all ends•

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{Sirius's perspective}
i had nothing left to live for. Alex was gone,Emily and all my other friends were too. my mother hadn't spoke to me for the past week and my life is falling to pieces.

i am worthless piece of trash! i am an idiot! i am unfaithful! and i will never deserve love again! these thoughts were yelling at me over and over. 

but the thought that hurt the most and bothered me the most was that i had nothing to live for Alex was gone.

i wanted to end it all. so i did. i am going to slit my throat. i wrote in my homework book.

   breaking news!
a 15-16 year old boy Sirius Boba
has committed suicide
his mother found him in his bedroom
she thinks it is cause of his recent break up!
paramedics said he couldn't be saved.
he was pronounced dead on scene!

   {Alex's perspective}
watching the news all i could feel was guilt and regret. he was so happy with me. i should of  forgive him. although it is too late for that now. he is dead. i killed him! i killed my soulmate! how could i of been such and idiot!

i broke down crying on my couch my whole family comforting me. "i don't deserve to go to his funeral do i!" i asked my mother. "of course! he cares about you! he really did and i am sorry for you" she comforted.




hello! and i am so sorry this is finished and i had no intention of this being the outcome i am sorry. but hey please write your opinion on this in comments! thanks you so much for reading this (if you read the whole thing) thank you i am sure it was awful but• ~cmaybin

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