My BadBoy

Chapter 5 {Depression}

WARNING! This chapter contains Rape,Suicidal thoughts, and severe gayness.
Watch at your own risk.
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Quick recap of Ch. 4
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"Where's Josh?"

"I mean I know he's usually 'not one to care' but this is weird even for him"

"I'm not sure...."
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~Hunk's POV~ (I'm trying to get everyone's POV guys TvT)

Ok so- I'm just going to admit this I was only half listening to the conversation....I was umm distracted? Distracted by what you may ask? The beautiful goddess stand in front of me (gross). Shay was undeniably gorgeous. She was kind too. I think I might like her. But let's not jump the gun here. I must get to know her first.

~Keith's POV~

"So where would he be then?"

"Oh no....oh no...no no not again!" Roxy said.

"You don't think..." Adam started

"Oh I'm thinking it..." Roxy replied

"Uh what the hell is happening?" Pidge asked confused.

"Nothing you need to worry about Copper Head" Roxy said and kissed Pidge's head.

"Am I like 9th wheeling at this point?" Matt said

"WHAT!?" Keith,Lance,Shay,and Hunk all asked in pure embarrassment.

"Oops I meant 5th wheeling" Matt laughed and Pidge joined in the laughter.

Right after that little exchange a figure in a black hoodie walked past them accidentally bumping into Matt's shoulder.

~Josh's POV~

Again.Again.Again.....he keeps doing it this time no different. This time more painful. This time more forced. This time more tears. Tears. I don't understand why I cry. I guess crying is coping. But the more I cry, the more painful it is.

"Please don't!" I cry out to him not like he listens. I'm not in a safe place. There is no escape. When I don't come home he rapes me. When I come home late he rapes me. When I go out with my friends he rapes me. I need to escape. The only escape is death. Why don't I just die? It's just like sleeping but you never wake up. It's better sounding then the pain I endure.

I don't want to go to school but it is my only escape. I can't file a restraining order I have no proof. Except for my bruises. But those could just be bruises regular old bruises that kids get when they fall on the playground. Bruises your mom kisses to make them feel better. Mom. My mom is dead. That's why he gets away with it. School. School, my only escape. School, where my only friends are.

I put on a black hoodie to hide the fact I haven't eaten in weeks. F*ck my image. My life is in danger.
I walk to school and see my friends having fun talking. Even Roxy's girlfriend's friends are enjoying talking to them. I don't bother stopping to say hi. I attempt to just walk past but surprise surprise that didn't happen.

I accidentally bump into Matt.

"Josh?"

I try to just walk past but he grabs my wrist.

"Why is your arm so bony? How long has it been since you last ate?"

"What day is it? November 6th? October 28th"

"Oh my god Josh!" Matt said and pulled him into a hug.

"Uh what are you doing?" Josh said with a slight blush.

"Hugging you what does it look like?"

All attention was on them. Josh returned the hug and started crying.

"Hey hey hey.....shhh it's alright...I'm here...what happened?"

"H-He r-rap-raped m-me" he said between sobs.

"Who did?" Matt asked soothingly yet slightly angered.

"M-My f-fa-father..."

"Oh Josh...." Matt said and tightened his grip around Josh which was quite funny considering he's 5' 4" and Josh is 5' 11".

"How long?" Matt was crying now.

"E-Ever si-since my m-mom died..."

"It will never happen again I promise! I'll get you a restraining order against him! My dad is a cop so don't worry about giving proof and all that shit"

"W-Where would I stay?"

"Not to ruin the moment but you can stay with me. You've always been like an older brother figure to me so..." Roxy said.

"Thank you"

~Time Skip brought to you by the gayest rainbow you can think of~

~Lance's POV~
It's bio class. The one class I have with Keith. One of my favorite classes until we became partners. Until we became friends. I never thought I would be friends with him of all people.

"Alright so today we're going to start our project! You will pick any topic from a past lesson and find fun or interesting things we did not cover in that unit!" Mr.Coran explained

"Ooh can we do Anatomy Lance?" Keith turned to his partner once the teacher was finished speaking.
"Sure! So what interesting things do you know about the human body?"

"Oh you'll see...."

"The hell does that mean?"

"You'll see..."

"Ugh Keith I get a grade for helping in the making of our project too"

"So you find your information I'll find mine. That way we don't have to speak to one another for a while"

Ouch that hurt. Just as Lance thought they were getting along they were right back at square 1. After a long while about an hour and 3 minutes Lance spoke up.

"Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why do you hate me!?"

"Why is that important?"

"I knew it! You hate me! Give me one good reason why you should hate me!"

"Because you can be a bad person...."

"And you can't? So many people can be bad!"

"Yeah we'll not as bad as you!"

"Fine see if I care!" (Btw lots of people were talking and they weren't yelling they were talking a little quieter than everyone else)

"Lance come back!" Class ends and Keith has to chase after him. He looses him after a while but runs into Shiro.

"Keith what's wrong?"

"Shiro! I've f*cked up!"

"What have you done?"

"I-I called Lance a bad person a-and I regret it...b- it he ran away and I need to apologize to him....."

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Hi guys! This chapter was a lot I know. I was trying my best to make angst XD.

Ok so quick question this will be important for next chapter. Who is top and who's bottom ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°). Lol they don't do anything like that I just need to know who where's the pants in their relationship Lance or Keith.

Word Count- 1081

~MizuChxn