Frenemies - discontinued

5

Joe's POV
As I was sat in the car , realisation hit my body. What have I done . I've ruined dianne's life , all because of anger taking over me. She was right ,I was being pathetic , I had no right to scream at her and most importantly shout her secret out. I promised that I would never let her secret slip out my mouth , whatever situation we were in . And I went and broke that promise. A suggwell promise. As soon as dad pulled up outside the house , I ran straight out up into my bedroom. I chucked everything onto the floor and took my phone out my blazer. I went onto my contacts and hovered my finger over dianne's number. After debating whether to call I finally clicked her contact. I knew she wouldn't pick up but it was worth a try. The phone kept ringing with no one answering it. She let the phone ring but I'm not surprised after everything I've done. I decided to send her some messages instead , hoping she would answer.
Text conversation between joe and dianne ~~~~
J-Di pls could you meet me somewhere I need to speak to you
D- firstly don't call me Di only my friends call me that and secondly why would I want to meet with you. So you can shout at me and tell the world more of my secrets?
J- please dianne I will do anything
D-sorry but I'm not interested
J- can you at least answer my calls
D- sorry , you must not have seen my message so I'll say it again. IM NOT INTERESTED.
J-I'm sorry
End of conversation ~~~~~~
A single tear dropped down my face. I need to apologise, I know it's not going to solve what i did , but she deserves an apology. But how am I going to do it if she won't talk to me. I got changed into some comfy clothes and picked up my guitar and started singing and turning a poem into a song , which I was going to play to the class in music so dianne could sense I was trying to apologise and how sorry I am.

I'm sorry for letting my temper go to my head and I'm sorry for all the things I've said,
I know your getting sick of me , I'm getting sick of me too ,
I don't know how many times I can say sorry to you ,
But I mean every single one.

I'm sorry for saying all of that and I'm sorry for being a complete twat,
I don't blame you for hating me , I'm sorry for getting mad.
But after what I said I felt really bad, I just ruined your life and a friendship too.

I don't know if this will work and I'm sorry for being a jerk ,
I'm sorry I said something I should have not .
I wish all that I said never even existed,
I know I'm a complete fool.

And if I could I would take it all back ,
But I've already messed up our friendship.
I don't want to mess it up anymore.
So all I'm going to say is I'm sorry ,
And hope you will forgive me.

Zoe's POV
I stood outside joe's room listening to a beautiful song he was singing. I've never heard it before so I guess he made it up. The words were very meaningful and powerful. After he finished singing I entered his room to see him wiping his tears away. "Joe are you alright?".

Joe's POV
"Joe are you alright?" I heard coming from behind me. I quickly turned around to see Zoe stood there looking concerned. Zoe didn't know about me and dianne falling out because when we were at school she was in the sixth form building and was normally out when she came around. " I'm alright, but Di isn't" I replied truthfully. " what happened" she asked confused. " well about a month ago me and dianne fell out after something I said will I not repeat as I promised dianne I wouldn't tell anyone. I know I have already accidentally leaked it to her parents but I'm not speaking of it ever again. We are always arguing at school and still haven't made up and about a week ago I heard Di and her friend talking about her parents not getting on well . Because of me . And today I've only just realised how terrible I was towards her and how I've ruined her life. I know how it feels for parents to argue and I've caused that." I said extremely guilty. "Oh joe come here" she said while giving me a hug. " I'm sure if you talk to her she'll forgive you". "That's the thing Zoe she won't speak or listen to me and the secret was big". " I'll tell you what tomorrow I'll try and speak to her for you." "Thanks Zoe" I replied, grateful I had a sister like Zoe .

Sorry this chapter is quite long I wanted to get this part out the way xx