Expensive Girl

Sequester

And at night I cry tears that stream down my cheeks. I think of you only when the dark day plunges, only when my sad demons descend upon me, into the bottomless city. Love me until the roses wither, that our souls sink into deep tears.

Nyda Pov. 2011

Today is my first day as a freshman, in high school. This morning, when I woke up I was excited to make new friends, have fun and learn new stuff, but now I'm sitting all alone at a table eating my lame lunch. Well, that depends on what you call eating since I was just picking at it.

I let out a sigh and looked up, three boys from my old middle school were approaching me.

I dropped my fork as soon as they got to my table.

"What do you want from this time?" I turned my eyes to his and them squirt together as he started to smile.

"Nothing much, I just wanted to see if my favourite little pig is doing".

Asshole, he always called me a pig because of how my nose turns up.

"Do yourself and me a favour Johnny, leave me alone." I had been taking karate lessons since 5th grade I could take him, I think. 

Johnny and another one of his friends; Jay went to sit next to me.

"I'm so sorry baby girl but we can't do that," Jay said as he flicked the tip of my nose.

I groaned in annoyance and took my tray to sit else where. As I got up to leave a firm hand was placed on my shoulder and pushed me down back into my seat.

The owner of the hand and the third boy; Charlie went to sit across the other side of the table. Great now I'm surrounded.

"What's wrong, piglet? You're not going to leave to eat lunch without us," Charlie cocked his eyebrows

"right?"

I rolled my eyes, I'm not wasting myself on these idiots anymore.

"No, you should leave. Because pig people deserve to eat with the pigs." and just as Charlie was going to push my food in my face he was stopped by another boy, a senior I think.

"Don't you have anything better to do? Other than bullying freshmen?" the elder asked.

"Well, Aron this freshmen here is an old friend of ours. Right, Nyda?" Jay asked.

"No. We are definitely not friends." I replied.

"Well, you heard her. Now leave her be." I weakly smiled and looked up at the senior and I must admit he is very handsome. 

Everyone was quiet for a while until Johnny decided to speak: "Let's go, guys, there's no point in wasting our time on a pig." The three of them got up and left to torment someone else.

"Mind if I sit?" the handsome senior spoke.

"Err... No, not at all" I uttered. "Nyda is a very pretty name by the way."

-time skip to the end of freshmen year, prom-

Aron and I were shuffling to the song playing from the gym's speakers. My head rested against his chest and he had his arms protectively around my waste.

I was madly in love, which I had never planned to be.

It was just an occasional blowjob at first, then it became an every  Friday after school blowjob and then that evolved into regular sex.

I know I'm only 14, but I was far too curious to not try when he asked to do it. We had made a promise that the first day of freshmen year, I suck his dick every once in a while and he keeps away the bullies.

No one knew of it, but us. Not even my parents and I always told them everything.

"Since I'm graduating this year, you should run away with me."

At first, I just hummed in response, until I realised what he just said.

"W.. What?-" my head rose from his chest and I looked him in the eye now "you're kidding right," I said with a faint a smile.

"No. Fuck your parents and fuck public high school, you'll  just enrol in online high school."

"And then what? Become the queen of the ridiculous drug empire you always talk about."  I signed, this bullshit again. 

"I know you think it's ridiculous, but think about it. Think about all the nice and expensive things I've given you." he was right. Aron had given me a lot of expensive things the past year.

"If you run away with me you'll get more and you won't have to worry about anything anymore." 

But... What about my parents? I can't leave them.

"Aron, I can't leave my parents like that. I'm all they have. I don't care how shitty they are."

It was the truth. My parents are shitty. My dad left my mom for another woman just after freshmen year started, my mom hasn't been the same ever since. She's lonely and blames me for it because she can't blame herself.

However, my mom was unfortunate enough to get pregnant. No one knows this except my mom and me. She on her 28th week, I can't abandon my baby brother or sister. But I can't live like this either, maybe when the baby is 1 or 2 years, I'll take them with me. Just for them to be save and out of a dangerous environment.

"No matter how much you love them, you're better off without." perhaps... He's right. 

"Give me a week or two to think about it and then you'll have your answer."

Two weeks later I found myself with one suitcase and one duffle bag filled with my belongings in an apartment in the middle downtown.