Kim Taehyung and Jeon Jungkook have been friends since they were kids with the BTS gang, yet Taehyung always has to act like hes happy because things at home don't get better and he's in love with a boy who has a girlfriend. He just wants to give up...
Park Jimin liked Taehyung, a lot. He also knew Taehyung likes Jungkook yet he still hoped that he could win the boys heart back, or at least win it over since no one thought that maybe Jungkook likes Taehyung as well because even though they were very close and goofed off together all the time Jungkook did have a girlfriend, yet he'd never out loud say he didn't like her in the least bit. Jimin has every class with Taehyung and they hung out all the time so he hoped he stood a chance against Jungkook who could make anyone love him with just a smile but that wasn't how it was with Taehyung. At first the boys didn't like each other at all and sometimes they still argue and fight but that was how they fell for each other. No one knew this though, they thought it was so one sided and that Taehyung was sad to see them together.
-Jimin-
Taehyung finally came back to school but he seemed to never smile. I saw the way he walked around like he had no meaning and that light in his eyes was snuffed out. Everyone talked about the way he was starting to look like a suicidal person and his love letters increased, his fangirls and boys always tried talking to him and cheering him up but he'd give them the fakest smile and saying it was just stress. At lunch I followed him up to the roof and found him crying. That wasn't what stopped my heart though. What stopped my heart was that he no longer had his jacket on and I saw his arm.
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Jimin- "Taehyung...What did you...do?!"
He looked up and put his jacket on while wiping his tears away and went to run but I stopped him and grabbed his hand while pulling up his sleeve. My body shook in fear of what this meant.
Taehyung- "It's nothing Jimin. Let go."
I shoved him back in anger, I was angry because he didn't come to me. He didn't tell me he was suffering and upset.
Jimin- "NOTHING?! HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT'S NOTHING TAEHYUNG! YOU'RE CUTTING AND YOU HID IT!"
Taehyung- "Jimin stop. You're making a big deal of it."
My heart sank and I looked at him.
Jimin- "It's a big deal Tae. You don't see how big that is? I told you that I'd never let you down and that for every single tear I'd be around. You just have to tell me these things and I'll be there without worrying. I want to keep you safe but you have to let me."
He shook his head no and I walked away, slamming the roof door behind me and passing by Namjoon, Jin, Hoseok, Yoongi, and Jungkook eating lunch with Jungkook's girlfriend and her friends.
Jimin- "Hyungs we need to talk about something. You too Jungkook. Our meeting room. Now."
soo-Ah- "You can say it right here and now. Lately Jungkook has paid me no attention so you can say it right now instead of taking him away all the time to worry about everything else."
I sighed in anger and met Jungkooks eyes.
Jungkook- "She's right."
I bit my lip since I could tell no one was going to move. Fine.
Jimin- "You really want the whole world to know about Taehyungs issue? Fine then I'll say it. He's been-"
Jungkook- "Lets go to the meeting room then."
I waited for them to come over from dumping their lunch and when they all got there Taehyung was already in here and I shoved him away when he tried to talk to me. Jungkook caught him by his waist and I felt a bit jealous but decided to just speak.
Jimin- "Taehyung has been cutting his arms."
Everyone's eyes went to him and when he tried to back out, but since Jungkook had already grabbed him by his hips and pulled him closer he began checking it out.
Jin- "Sit your ass down right now Kim Taehyung."
The bell rang in time for him to run without a scolding but Jungkook looked shaken up.
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Jungkook- "I never saw it."
I shook my head softly.
Jimin- "Now we know so we can all help him right?"
Jungkook nodded numbly, he looked like something hit him and he wasn't sure how to react to it.
Jimin- "come on. Lets get to class."
I sat in the back next to Taehyung and made him look at me.
Jimin- "Taehyung. I know you're upset at what I did but they have to know so we can all help you. Let us in again okay? You don't have to always have your guard up. I've been through everything with you and won't stop now so please talk to me about it."
Taehyung looked over at me and sighed.
Taehyung- "I'll explain later Jimin. For now just do your work."
After school Taehyung said he would be home alone after ten so he'd just talk to me at school instead of calling me like he usually did to fall asleep. I sang to him sometimes when he was home alone so he didn't feel so alone.
I was asleep when my phone rang. I looked at the time and it was four in the morning. Why was Taehyung calling me? I took a second to roll over and pick it up, at first it was quiet and I thought he rolled over his phone in his sleep but before I hung up I heard a small whimper, like a cry.
Jimin- "Taehyung? Are you okay?"
I heard water in the background and a struggle with slight sounds like rocks hitting things.
Taehyung- "Damn it! damn it all please open. Please. Open you fucking lid....Please"
I suddenly realized it was pills and jumped up out of bed while I heard him struggling and crying. I slid my shoes on and took off out the front door while keeping my phone to my ear. I heard a small pop like sound and pills spilling everywhere so I sped up and dialed Jungkook's number at the same time. He picked up and groaned
Jimin- "JUNGKOOK GET TO TAEHYUNG'S HOUSE NOW! YOU LIVE CLOSER.!"
Jungkook- "At almost four in the morning? why?"
Jimin- "Please trust me. Hurry. I think he's going to commit suicide. Please Jungkook. Save him."
I heard his breathing hitch and he hung up. I didn't stop running until I fell bit even then I got up and ran again.