The worse part about not having a master is no longer having that access to sex whenever you want it. This is college so I'm pretty sure I can fuck anything that's willing but it won't fulfill my kink desires.
Kinks are amazing until they aren't. They will make you hate regular sex. Not too long ago I asked a guy I was having sex with to slap me and bite me.
He thought I was insane.
Something I've always found quite odd but funny about myself is that I don't give off that vibe, maybe because whenever anyone even slightly attractive starts to talk to me I stutter.
So they just see me as an innocent embarrassment and maybe I am but I know what I want and how I want it.
Rough.
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I walk into the house and Cina is whining while rubbing her ass. Seonghwa sits on the couch glaring at her.
Cina: I hate you.
Seonghwa: Yeah well, get in line.
She goes into her room slamming the door shut in the process. I glance at her room door then back at him.
Me: Is she okay?
Seonghwa: Nope.
Me: Shouldn't you go check on her?
Seonghwa: I do after care once she calms down. If I go in there now she'll punch me.
After care?
Wait a second..
Me: You're her dom?
He nods.
Me: Oh wow, sorry to intrude. I won't tell anyone.
He chuckles.
Seonghwa: Our whole friend group knows already, it's fine.
Me: Huh?
Seonghwa: Everyone within' this circle has a kink, it's 2020 there's nothing to be ashamed about.
Everyone?
Me: When you say everyone, Yeosang too?
Seonghwa: Of course.
Me: What..-
Cina's door opens, she has a scowl etched on her face. Nonetheless she forces herself on Seonghwa's lap and he fights the urge to smile. He rubs her back calmly whispering sweet words in her ear.
Cute but I need the opposite of that, and I need it now.
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If my hunch is right -and it's always right; there hasn't been a time when it was wrong- then Yeosang is who I need. I see him walking out the library and I immediately run up to him.
Me: We need to talk.
Yeosang: Excuse me?
Me: I'm a masochist.
He yawns.
Yeosang: Congrats.
I grab his arm once he goes to walk away.
Me: You're a sadist, that's how you knew that burn was from candle wax.
Yeosang: And?
This next part is going to be embarrassing.
Me: And, I um.
I refuse to meet his stare so I look any place but him.
Yeosang: There's no way you're going to ask to fuck me when you can't even look at me.
Me: I'm a bit shy but I can handle pain.
Yeosang: I doubt it.
Me: I can.
I gasp once he pulls me by my arm to a more confined area.
Yeosang: Just because some experimental virgin burned you doesn't make them a sadist and it sure as hell doesn't make you ready for all the things I can do.
My eyes widen.
Yeosang: You're cute and have a nice body but there's a lot of cute girls with nice bodies on this campus. If you want me..
He wraps his hand around my throat and slams me against the wall.
Yeosang: You have to prove it.
My heat begins to throb, fuck.
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it has begun...
