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Yeosang's point of view

"KANG YEOSANG!"

I put down my coffee and sigh. Jandi marches over to me with an ill look on her face, she's upset. What else is new?

Jandi: I've been calling you.
Me: I seen, what do you want?

Her eyes widen from surprise.

Jandi: So you've been ignoring me?
Me: Have you talked to Taeyong?
Jandi: I have.
Me: Okay then there's no need for us to speak anymore.
Jandi: It didn't work out.

I squint.

Jandi: He doesn't want to be my master, he wants a relationship.
Me: Didn't you want a relationship?
Jandi: Yeah but also a master which he keeps refusing to be.

She's crazy.

Me: Because he's not one and forcing him to be one will only result in you running away again or did you forget?
Jandi: But this time I told him I'd help!
Me: The kink itself probably makes him uncomfortable, and that's understandable.

She pouts.

Me: Why did you call me so many times?
Jandi: Oh yeah, did San have something going on with your sister?

My eyes narrow in on the girl.

Me: Why?
Jandi: San and I have became venting buddies. Whenever he's having a bad day or I'm having a bad day we vent to each other. It's actual a good thing because..-
Me: For the sake of me not walking away get to the point Jandi.

She clears her throat before nodding.

Jandi: I mentioned I met your sister and he flipped.

My eyes widened.

Me: You what?
Jandi: I told him that I felt dumb getting mad at you hugging her when that was your sister. Not to mention she dates Jongho, then he just flipped.

My right eye twitches.

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Saelee's point of view

I sit in the coffee shop waiting for Jongho, he said he was close to the shop. I'm not sure why but whenever I know I'm going to see him soon I get super nervous and shy.

It's silly but it's been a while since I've had someone make me feel so giddy and happy inside. The door to the cafe opens and my blood runs cold.

That's definitely not Jongho.

San approaches me with slow but careful steps, I freeze. For some reason my body refuses to work right.

San: Hi.

My throat tightens.

Me: H-hi.
San: I heard you were in town and decided to see you.

I didn't say anything, I just stare at the ground refusing to look him in the eye. He reaches for me and I jump back. A look of hurt flashes across his face.

San: Saelee.
Me: Please stop.
San: I'm sorry, I never wanted to hurt you.
Me: Stop.
San: I loved you.

I scramble to my feet to get away from him. It feels like the walls are closing in and I can't breathe. Once upon a time I was so blinded by love, or what I thought was love I let San do whatever he pleased.

He says we were friends with benefits but he treated me way different than you would treat a friend, it was my fault for falling for it.

All I ever wanted was to know he loved me the way I loved him but that's not what I want anymore. I don't think.

Shit I can't breathe.

I run out the coffee shop practically hyperventilating.

He's a trigger.

I run into Jongho and he frowns. He doesn't say anything but tosses his arms around me and I begin to cry.

Jongho; Hey, hey. What's wrong?
Me: I-i don't want to be here let's leave.
Jongho: Okay where do you want to go?
Me: The park or something, I need air.

He kisses my forehead and nods.

Jongho and I make a good team, I don't think about San anymore. I don't want to think about him, I'm over it.

I think.

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