Yeosang's point of view
I stare at all the random equipment for us to smash. Hm, this isn't a bad idea afterall. Giselle adjusts her goggles before smiling.
Giselle: You ready for have the time of your life?
Before I can even respond she takes a swing at the Tv hanging on the wall, it falls to the ground and she keeps beating it mercilessly.
Well then.
I make my way to the glasses and begin to break them swing by swing. She's right, this releases a lot of tension. My bat connects with an old DVD player and it smashes to bits. Giselle cheers making me laughs
Giselle: See? All that pint up anger is finally being released? How do you feel?
Me: Good.
Giselle: Good, lets keep going!
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Cina's point of view
My eyes snap open once I hear my brother yelling. I crawl out of the bed and into the living room. He and Saelee walks in the house having a serious argument.
"You hesitated!"
"I didn't hesitate!"
"You did!"
He storms into Jandi's old room and slams the door. Saelee sighs as she takes a seat on the couch and I join her. I rub the sleep out my eyes before yawning.
Saelee: Sorry if we woke you.
Me: It's no biggie, what's wrong?
She pauses.
Saelee: Do you promise not to hate me or judge me if I tell you?
Me: Scouts honor.
Saelee: Jongho asked was I over San and I didn't know what to say.
Oh boy.
Me: I see, I think you should say the truth.
Saelee: But what if I don't know the truth?
Me: Believe me, you know the truth.
Saelee: Jongho is a great guy. He's always there for me, he protects me, he drops everything he's doing to make sure I'm okay. He loves me.
I nod.
Saelee: But..
There's always a but.
Saelee: There's San. He wasn't perfect, he did somethings that snapped my heart but when we were in a good place he was great. I loved every second of being with him.
She sighs.
Saelee: Am I fool?
Me: When you're young you go after this fairytale of what you believe to be love. Love is patient, love is kind, sort of deal and that's true. However there are times where love can get ugly, and that's when the love is tested to see if it's genuine.
She smiles sadly.
Me: I don't think you love San anymore.
Saelee: Why do you say that?
Me: That necklace you have on was a gift from my brother right?
Saelee: Yes.
Me: I can tell by the way you clutch onto it you love him as much as he love you.
Saelee: I do love him, but is it possible to love two people at once.
I nod.
Me: There was a time I did, then I found myself loving one more than the other.
I chuckle humorlessly.
Me: You need closure. You and San need to sit down and talk, running away from your demons only strengthen them.
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Santana's point of view
As I walk out the library I bump into someone I really don't wanna' see. Her eyes widen to the size of golf balls.
Jandi: H-hi Santana, how are you?
Me: Hello and fine.
I go to walk away but of course Jandi being Jandi follows me.
Jandi: Can we talk?
Me: I rather not.
Jandi: It'll be quick, it won't even take ten minutes of your time!
Me: This is taking up ten minutes of my time.
I continue to walk and she groans.
Jandi: After all I went through I think I at least deserve..-
I whip around and she stops talking.
Me: You deserve a restraining order, you deserve to be locked up somewhere, and you deserve to be slapped. Basically you deserve a lot of things but my time is not one.
She scoffs.
Me: I get you being young and needing to find yourself and dabble with what you like but at what costs? Taeyong was labeled as an abuser by people he didn't even know, Cina has a scratch bruise thingy on her face that won't go away, and Yeosang checks over his shoulder ever second to make sure you're not stalking him. You need help.
I go to walk away again but she says something that makes me stop.
Jandi: You told me yourself you knew what it's like to struggle. Did you have a rough childhood too?
I close my eyes and sigh.
Jandi: Parents didn't love you enough.
Me: Stop talking.
I can hear the smirk through her words.
Jandi: Did I hurt the big bad Santana's feelings? You're the strong friend right? The strong friend that's also a mess are you not?
I walk up to her so that we're face to face.
Me: Jandi I think it would be in your best safety if you walk away.
Jandi: No tell me Santana what makes me so different from you or any of your other friends?
Times like this I wish Wonho was here.
But I do what he'd want me to do and just walk away from the crazy girl, she continues to yell my name and I ignore her.
I need a drink.
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i guess i'll get ready for work now.
i feel so bleh
