Di kaya --- DAMN! I should've not "did" it. So to make sure, pumunta ako sa OB. And yes, a blessing from above is given to me and obviously si Van yung ama. Wala nang iba. I tried to call Van but he won't fuckin pick up the phone! So what now? Guess who's going to be single mom? IT'S ME! SURFCKINPRISE!
"No thoughts, brain empty" — that's what I felt right now. I'm right here in the middle of the crowds, contemplating if I should tell Van or not but I am not that bad bitch who would want to ruin her bestfriend's big moment. Contemplating if I should continue to bear this child within me but I am not that bad bitch for depriving the child's life, wala naman siyang kasalanan. Contemplating if I should tell my dad. Contemplating if I -- sumakit na naman ang ulo ko. Fuck! It is way too painful that I couldn't bear it, an intolerable pain. Next thing I knew, everything went black.
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I opened my eyes and someone said "Miss, you're awake. Tawagin ko lang yung doctor."
It was the nurse adjusting my IV. And so, I am here sa hospital with no one close around. No Van, no dad, and somehow no Ali too. And it was a split moment that made me feel lonely, the loneliest in my life I'd say.
"How are you Miss Ferrer? I'm Doctor Vance Fuentes, an ER doctor. Are you, somehow, involved in an accident before?"
(A/N: I'm sorry, I actually forgot their whole names ;; )
The doctor asked, but right now she's staring at him. Because how can this guy exudes the same features with Van, having the same surname and almost the same name. Ah tangina and if kapatid 'to ni Van? What if kilala niya ako? What if sabihin niya kay Van? What if di naman pala sila kapatid? Edi ang assuming ko nun. What if ---
"Miss?" and my train of thoughts stopped.
"Ah sorry po doc, but I don't recall any po"
"Hmm, okay so we got you tested sa labs since according sa mga witnesses, malakas yung impact sa head mo and from what I've seen here sa lab results mo, you have a healed skull fracture and a scar of stitches and apparently a baby inside of you."
"Yung baby, recently ko lang po nalaman but the accident wala po akong maalala."
"Are there times ba na sumasakit yung ulo mo? Maybe what you're experiencing right now is a sign of amnesia."
"A-amnesia po doc?"
"Hmm" and he nodded. Ayun ba yung nightmares ko? Is that mainly the reason why sumasakit ang ulo ko and the main reason why may painkiller ako lagi sa bedside table? It's actually not a "in case of emergency" medicine. What the fuck?
(A/N: I don't have any ideas how this whole medicine field works so I'm sorry, again ;; )
"And also, no one could get hold of your dad. The rescuers tried to call pero walang sumasagot." he added.
"It's fine doc, baka busy sa meetings yun but thank you."
"I do appreciate your gratefulness miss, but it's just part of our job"
Luh? Arte naman neto — I whispered but my mouth has it's own brain because what do you mean I said it out loud, again?! Girl, alam kong sobrang daming information na need iprocess pero wag naman sana tayong gago. Hayst.
"Pardon?" ayan engot ka kasi Issy. Muntanga, ipa-stitch mo nalang siguro yung bibig mo gago.
"Ah wala po, but may I ask if related kayo ni Van?"
"Miss, maraming Van sa mundo but I do have an older brother named Van"
"Is he perhaps named Van Fuentes, an architect at Studio One firm?"
"Oh, so magkakilala nga kayo."
Then and there she knew she had to ask this doctor a favor. A favor of not telling his older brother what happened, most especially about the child she's bearing right now.
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