My Savior

6 years later - part 11

LISA

"It's been a moth since I started trained you all and this will be the last day. I just wanna say I'm glad training you all and thank you for your considerations and cooperation good luck on your first day on Monday"  I bow down to my trainees and they clapped their hands in standing ovation as I wave goodbye at them.

While walking down the hall, a loud voice approaching behind me gain lots of attentions from the people to look at us.

"Lisa! Lisa!" While heavily panting Chaeyoung stop me from my track.

"Chill tiger wassup?" She let out a deep breath.

"She's coming back!" My eyebrows furrowed.

"What.. who's coming ba--" she cut me off.

"Jennie.. and she's the new CEO that everyone gossiping about" my eyes widen and I felt like my heart starts beating fast.

"Wh-when?" I stuttered

"Tomorrow" I felt my face redden and my heart is about to burst.

'It's been 6 years Jennie'. My mind said to myself but pain still inside me as my heart remembers that she left me without any word from her.
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JENNIE

It's been 6 years when I left Korea. Since I left Lisa. That day when I had a fight with my dad, he had his heart attack. He became so distant to me since my brother died because of me.

My brother is a car racer. The best car racer that made every player envy him. His worst enemy, Bobby that never play fair is so oblivious towards his feelings for me but my brother doesn't like his attitude.

One time when I decided to watch him race, Bobby saw me which I didn't mind at all. I'm at the bleacher sitting silently when he and his friends sits beside me and I saw my brother from a far talking to his manager, glancing at me from time to time. I manage to smile at him even Bobby keeps on bugging me and telling me dirty jokes.

I didn't mind what they've been talking about and focus my eyes and thought to my brother but Bobby being a cocky dick head keeps on getting his arm will surely brush on mine and I keep on getting a distance from him by sliding myself sideways. After minutes of Bobby's cockiness, my brother decided to approach us and I saw how his fists grip tight and I don't like how he looks.

Bobby and his friends keep on laughing when suddenly as soon as my brother closed our distance Bobby put his arm around my shoulder and I pull away when my brother's fist landed on Bobby's face.

I got shocked on what happened as they keep on exchanging punches. People screaming around and Bobby's friends help him beat my brother. I don't know how to help him so I decided to run on the field to call for help from his manager. But in the middle of my run on the field, before I even call help, I heard a loud bang that made my run stops. Tears starts to roll down my cheeks as I look back and saw my brother, lying on the floor with blood around him. My eyes got widen in shock. I want to scream but there's no voice coming out.

'call an ambulance!'

'Jennie.. your brother!'

'Jennie!'

'Someone! Call an ambulance please!'

Different voices. Screaming. Sobbing. Running. Shouting. But my mind went black.

The reality hits me when someone grab my wrist and run towards the body of my brother and in that night.. that same night..

My brother declared 'dead on arrival'

Eventhough Bobby got in prison, my brother's life, will never come back. He will not be alive again. And when my brother left me that night, my dad's love for me died too.

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We went to New York for my father's operation. While he is on the hospital, I studied business management while training on one of the branch in New York to got familiarized and be ready to take my father's position in the company as soon as I graduated.

Those times, I felt like the world was so unfair. Every second my mind occupied by the one and only Lisa. My Love.

But I know she's mad at me by leaving her without any word from me. I let her live her life without me cause knowing Lisa, if ever I told her what is happening in my life, she will surely help me and I don't want her take all the shits I'm having. So I left her. It's hard but it's all I can do for her. But I'm still hoping that it's still me when I get back. Impossible to think but I can't help it but to wish that I still have a chance to Lisa. I'm still in love with her through the years and I am ready to start my new life with her. But if she already have someone, I will not force myself and let my life live alone like I used to because without Lisa, no one will ever replaced her.

I just wish that my savior will be here beside me cause he/she surely knows how to handle a difficult situation like this.

"Ladies and gentlemen, please be seated. Our flight is ready for departure"

I let out a deep sigh and close my eyes.

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"Jennie here!" I heard as soon as I walk out the airlines.

I look at the person and saw Jisoo and Chaeyoung holding a banner that saying "Welcome home Miss Jennie Kim" how I miss these guys.

I scan the people around them hoping that certain someone I've been longing to see is with them but I guess I'm wrong.

I saw how Jisoo shake her head slowly giving me the looks like she know who's I'm looking for. I sigh again and make a weak smile to them as I hug them both and we approach the Jisoo's car as they insist to pick me up at the airport.

"How's New York?" Jisoo breaks the silent inside the car.

"Well. School and work and home then same everyday" She smirk.

"No friends? B-boyfriend?" Chaeyoung added.

I shake my head grinning as I look out the window.

"How's Lisa?" I asked them straight.

"Any girlfriend? What's her job? How's granny? God I miss everything!" I sigh.

"So which one I will answer first?" Chaeyoung said so I deadly glared at her and they both chuckled.

"Well.. for the first months you left, she's a  total mess.. drinking.. flirting..so much mess..I didn't e-even knew her at all..sh-she changed.. like... A lot" I saw from the rear mirror how Jisoo's eyes started to water.

"I'm sorry" that's all I can answer. I wanted to hear more from Lisa but I don't think I can handle more of it and it's all my fault.

Half an hour passed and finally Jisoo parked the car inside a building where my condominium unit is located. They help me with my luggage and bags to get in my unit and spend the rest of the day talking and catching up but I felt like they are avoiding the topic about Lisa but I deeply understand why or maybe Lisa told them not to tell me. I just shrugged and the day ends.