My Savior

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Author's POV

Loud music. Smokes from cigarettes. Smell of alcohol. People laughing hard. Some are dancing in the middle of the dance floor while others drinking quietly and alone. One of them is Lisa.

In a big dark room where surroundings are only seen because of many strobe lights hanging from the ceiling of a bar in the middle of Seoul.

This place is a quite a favorite place of the Thai girl when she's down and frustrated. Lisa is kinda famous from a lot of girls and guys because of gorgeous/handsome face she had. But never in her entire life, entertain a random person when she has Jennie. She ignored every girls who tried to flirt with her. She's drunk but she's still aware of her environment.

"There she is!" Seulgi pointed at Lisa who is now staring at her shot glass letting her tears flow down her cheeks not minding the people glancing and asking if she was okay.

Chaeyoung, Seulgi and Irene run towards her.

"Lisa" Chaeyoung called her. Without breaking her moment with her shot glass, she answered back.

"I'm okay Chaeng don't need some company"she answered.

"Lisa you and Jennie need to talk" this time Lisa look back and saw Irene.

"I saw it Irene! You were there too! I saw how you got shocked too!" She answered.

"Enough with this for tonight. I will drink with you Lisa like the old times. Less talking more drinking yeah?" Seulgi smiled sadly to her friend.

"I know I can count on you Seulgs" Lisa tap her on her shoulder.

"So if that's the case, we will join too!" Irene smile at Lisa too and Chaeng let out a tear from her eyes hurting from her bestfriend's state.

The nights long and after an hour, Jisoo came and joined them.

"how is she Chu?" Lisa asked.

"She's worried but after you texted her that you will talk tomorrow, she drifted to sleep without eating dinner. I know you are hurt Lisa. But don't let the pain fool you! Talk to her. Let her explain. I'm sure we both know that there's a reason behind. Fix this Lisa before it gets worst" She taps Lisa's shoulder and look at the girl beside her then smile weakly at her girlfriend.

It's past 1 am and Lisa got home not knowing that her grandma is waiting for her.

"It's late granny why are you still up? Have you ate your dinner?" She kissed the top of her grandma's forehead and lean down to meet the height of her grandma sitting on the couch.

"You smell alcohol again. It's breaking me" granny stated.

She didn't answer but hug her and burried her face on her granny's chest and sob like a kid. Granny rub her hair as she hum the song she always sing to Lisa when she was a kid.

Lisa continue sobbing hard but her granny didn't ask or talk to her but it's breaking her heart hearing the loud cry from her grandchild.

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JENNIE

Morning came and as soon as I open my eyes, I quickly grab my phone from my bedside table and look if Lisa called or texted me but there's none. I sigh and still left a message to her.

to: Sexy Love

'good morning love. Maybe you will not pick me up today but that's okay. Call me when you read this. I love you and I miss you'

I stood up and went straight to my restroom and fix myself before going out to office. I went out the bedroom and I got flinched and tears of joy escaped my eyes when I saw my love sleeping in a sitting position on the couch maybe waiting for me to come out. Brown paper bag and 2 coffees from our favorite cafe is in front of her on top of the center table. I walk towards her and sit beside her as I run my thumb on her cheeks. I pressed my lips on her cheeks to let her awake. She opened her eyes and met my eyes then she fix herself to sit straight.

"Are we late?" She asked. I shake my head and I quickly hug her when I felt my tears escaped my eyes.

She didn't hug me back. I slowly pull away and look at her. It crashes me inside. Her cold emotionless face staring at me breaks me.

"I don't know what's happening Lisa. Please it hurts me seeing you like this" I cover my face with both hands and cry hard.

"It hurts Jennie. It is so fucking hurt" I know it hurts her so much. She cursed when she's so much hurt but why?

I look at her. Her aura still cold but tears rolling down her cheeks. I cup her cheeks and wipe her tears.

"Tell me what did I do love. Please" I said almost whispering

"She holds my both hands and put it down like she doesn't want me to touch her. She still looking down and she let out her emotions like she was hiding for so long. She was crying hard like she had all the pain in the world.

"What will you feel if you saw me hugging some girl in front of everyone Jennie?" She asked still looking down.

I tried to analyze what she just said and my eyes widen when I remember that I hug Kai yesterday. She saw it. That's why I saw two cups of coffee spilled all over the floor and a bouquet of flowers.

"It doesn't mean anything love trust me" she look at me in disbelief.

"Are you hearing yourself Jennie?" Her emotion turned into anger. I hold her both hands and thankfully she didn't pull away.

"Please hear me out. I love you Lisa. So much. Remember the savior I am talking about? The one who always saves me in class in high school? It's Kai love but it doesn't mean that I love him. I-I'm just overwhelmed cause he helped me bring back the presentation. He even printed out copies. When I got in my office everything's organized then I don't have any idea who did it but I have the feeling it's my savior and he's back then I look at him and he is holding a notepad with the same penmanship like my savior. He is my savior Lisa that's why I hug him but it is a thank you only nothing more" I explained.

I saw how her brows knitted like she's in deeper thought. Her emotions giving me chills like she is more angry this time that made me confused.

"L-love?" I caressed her hands.

"He is still a guy Jennie! And he is your ex suitor!" I smile slightly and she was about to stand when I pull her hands towards me and hug her tight again.

"Don't be jealous Love please. I love you so much and no one's gonna replace you" I still hug her tight to let her feel that im sincere and I felt her hands slowly embracing me too.

"I-i just got scared that I might lost you again" she burried her face on my neck. I pull her face to meet mine and crashed my lips to her. We shared passionate but slow kiss that turns into make out. Our kissed lasts long making us feel the missed time we got separated yesterday.

We both pull away and lean our foreheads with heavy breathing.

"I love you so much Jennie. Don't leave me again" she said as I smile and have her a long peck on the lips.

"I love you more baby.. so much and no one will break us apart okay?" She nods and smile.