SAJANG : AMBW

Alibi

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Jae...the big teaser, the man that can make you wet with just his words, the stern yet kind-hearted gentleman. The one who's been there for me always.
I wanted to pay him back for all that he's done for me.

I turn around to face him and now his hands were on my ass. Slowly massaging my ass cheeks.

"I want to be one with you." I say softly while looking up at him.

"All we ever did was a tease and crave each other. I want to cure my craving."

"I want the same." He replies as he pulls me closer to him. He leans down and softly kisses my lips.

"I want to make love to you." He whispers onto my lips.

At that moment my knees began to feel weak...everything began to spin and my body felt as if it was being set ablaze.

"Sevyn?" Jae calls my name but I could feel myself about to blackout.

"Sevyn!"

Sevyn's POV

Opening my eyes, the sun's rays beamed through the curtains. I blink a few times and stretch before turning onto my side and seeing Jae fast asleep next to me but on top of the covers.
I watched as his eyes twitched a bit as he slept. His nostrils flaring as he breathed in and out, peacefully.

I quietly get out of bed to use the restroom. I was sweating really bad and knew I was going into withdrawals. Jae has a new toothbrush sitting on the counter for me so I quickly began to brush my teeth. I'm sure when Jae wakes up he's going to ask me a million questions regarding how I'm feeling.
My stomach growls as I walk out of the bathroom, when was the last time I ate? I tiptoe over to my bag and try to quietly open it. I shift my clothes around searching for my bag of pills. My heart begins to feel as if it dropped to the floor, the pills weren't in here.

I start taking my things out of the bag and start to freak out.

"Looking for these?" Jae's deep voice startles me and I quickly turn to look at him and he was sitting up while holding the bag of pills. My stomach joined my heart on the floor.

"Why did you go through my things?" I question

"Why are you taking these pills?" He questions

"Why the fuck were you going through my personal belongings?" I ask

"Why the fuck are you taking unprescribed pills?!" He asks

I was getting angry because he kept answering my question with a question. I stand up and walk over to him and try to snatch the bag out of his hand but he stands up and holds them above his head.

"Answer my question, Sevyn. Where the fuck did you even get these and what are they?!" I could see the concern in his eyes

I wanted to tell him...I truly did but I was embarrassed. Embarrassed by what I was putting myself through. Embarrassed that I'm always fucking up. I couldn't find the words to even explain anything.

" Adderall." I state lowly

"What did you say?" He questions coming closer to me.