painful love

i can't

"What happened to you?" A girl asked has she saw mew exiting the bathrooms.
"Nothing." He looked sullen.
She walked towards him and put her hand on mews chin he flinched. Not knowing type was watching everything. After type ran off. The girls boyfriend put he's arm around her.
"What you up too?"
"He got hurt." He pointed.
"She was just trying to see if i needed to go to the nurse im fine thou." "Thank you." Tharn walked off irritated. He went back into class, how could type hit him. After class he walked to types class just to see him not there but he's pack back leaning on the chair leg. He shrugged walking inside grabbing it walking towards types house.
Type was curled up in he's bed crying into a pillow. Tharn is your friend, he is straight, he's just confused. Type cluched he's chest. A moment later he heard the door bell. Groaning he walked down opening the door, using he's shirt sleeves he whipped hes tears away. Tharn lips parted to see type a crying mess. Type finally seeing who it was looked at him in anger and tried to shut the door. Tharn we faster.
"Type."
He went inside dropping the bag and hugging type who let he's arms go limp to he's sides.
"Type im so sorry." He petted the back.of he's head.
Type just wanted to hug tharn but he knew this was all fake. He didn't want to lead the straight boy on. The bl movies flashed in he's head things like this never ended well. He pushed tharn.
"Why did you do that in the bathroom?" "Why?"
Tharn looked at type.
"I wanted too." "Ive been having these.." He couldn't finish.
I'm sorry tharn I'm going to have to hurt you. Typed breathed in.
"Tharn that night you were drunk, and your just confused."
"Type dont say that."
"But you are, your straight, do you still like girls? Do you still think of them sexually?"
Tharn nodded.
Types heart sank.
"See your jjust confused." "Just because i am what i am doesn't mean I'm the person you can try out your confusion with."
Tharn looked at type angry.
"Type i would never do that."
"Then what do you want tharn?"
Tharn just looked down. He wanted to kiss type he wanted to make love to him he wanted to see type under neath him telling him he loved tharn too. Seeing tharns hesitation type breathed in, he'd had enough.
"Please leave tharn." He gulped.
Tharn looked at type who started to cry again. He tried to take a step forward to whip the fresh tears away.
"Are you deaf lleave." He shouted, tears falling.
"Fine!" He left slamming the door. Type feel down to he's knees hugging himself, letting the tears fall. Tharn went to he's house to he's room he was livid. He grabbed a picture of them looked and threw it towards the door.
"Fuck."
He stood there seeing the broken pieces he sat on the edge of he's bed with he's hands over he's eyes. He admitted to himself that he has feelings for type that went beyond friendship and he had them.since the first time they met and he rescued him. He was just too thick headed to see that type liked him too. Type wouldn't ever cry over someone he dumped but he was a balling mess over tharn. Tharn would let him relax and he would go over to talk to him.
Few  days. later
Tharn walked over to types house  he's mother answered the door with a smile bringing tharn to the table for tea. He asked her where type was and she said he left.
"Um what?"
"He left for a new university that he got a scholarship into." Types mother told him. "Its in the east coast very private" "I'm so happy for him"
Tharn was dumb struck.
Type had a scholarship but he didn't want to leave but after that day he needed to leave, he needed to get away and this was a perfect timing.  tharn had seen type leave in a car a day prior but thought nothing of it.
Exiting types home he went back to he's room and cried. Type was gone.