painful love

talk

They continued to look at each other. Type was confused. He also was trying to remember. Looking to the side he bit his lip concentrating. The alcohol he remembered, sitting on the beach he remembered but everything else was hazy. Tharn breathed in and tried to go closer to type but he looked quickly towards him and moved away pulling on the blankets.
Tharn expected this and leaned away. Type looked to tharn questionally.
"Why are you here?"
"I read your note."
Type looked down. A note he couldn't remember it.
Tharn looking at a confused type he began first.
"Your note told me everything. Im so sorry." He hung his head.
Type closed his eyes. He shook his head.
"You should leave."
Tharn looked up shocked.
"Type I'm so sorry. I should have listened to you i shouldn't have said what i said it was nothing but lies." "I love you type, I'm in love with you."
Type kept his eyes closed. His heart sped up but type couldn't allow this he couldn't let in hope. This is the end of them.
"Talk to me type!" Tharn was getting angry.
"Tell me why you tried to kill yourself!"
Type flinched and looked towards tharn.
"I dont know what your talking about!"
"Type i grabbed you from the ocean, you can't swim, its the middle of october and i saw the bottle!"
Type sat up trying to think.
"You grabbed me from the ocean?"
Tharn nodded.
"I can't remember that."
Tharn looked even angrier at type.
"Let me guess you got drunk and went swimming, really type what could you be thinking!" "You could have died!" "If i hadn't gotten here."
He pressed his lips in a hard line closing his eyes hanging his head trembling. The way he saw type he never wanted to see that again.
"How did you get here?" "Why are you here?"
Tharn flinched looking at type who looked now angry at tharn.
"You shouldn't be here!" "You need to leave, go home."
"Type!" He snapped.
"After i read your letter i looked everywhere for you i even went to your university i had to talk to fluke."
Types lips parted he looked to the side.
"Damn it fluke."
"What is matter with you type! You could have died!"
Type gritted his teeth. He breathed in calming himself.
"I wasent trying to kill myself, i don't know why i went in there." "Thank you for pulling me out, but I'm fine you can go."
Type tried to stand up to go take a shower but tharn pushed him down to the floor.
"Oow damn it!"
Type pulled his arms out trying to push tharn off, tharn pinned his arms and legs down not caring if he was in pain.
"You have no idea how serious this is, you have no idea how ive felt through all this. Im an asshole."
They glared at each other.
"I love you type, everything i said that day i said it out of hurt and anger and I'm so sorry. I thought you didn't break up with fluke i thought you were coming to me tell me you couldn't but after what i read i knew it was wrong. Everything i thought was wrong. I let my ego take over and I'm so sorry, i only want you i love only you please."
He started to choke up.
Type bit his lip and shook his head back and forth.
"Get off tharn, you need to leave, you need to find someone who isn't me. I've done nothing but hurt people. You need to move on from me be happy, get off and go."
Tharn was shaking in disbelief.
"You don't believe me?"
Type put his lips in a hard line darting his eyes back and forth.
"I love you type only you if you cant believe my words."
He started to look down seeing types exposed chest. Type looked down and gasped.
"Tharn do.."
He was cut off, tharn leaned forward kissing types lips roughly. Type tried to keep his lips closed but to no avail. Tharn was inside type twisting his tongue around his. Type face was saturated in his tears he let them fall. They kissed roughly but quickly turned to passion. They both couldn't get enough. Eventually they made it on the bed both naked tharn was sucking him hard putting his fingers in and out of his cavity. Type moaned loudly grabbing onto tharns head. Type came and tharn swallowed. He slowly got up looking at type who who was a mess, he was bright red. Type put his hands on either side of tharns head pulling him to him.
"I love you, i love you tharn."
Tharn breathed out happily.
They locked in another kiss and tharn put himself into type thrusting him hard. Type couldn't keep his mouth on his but placed it on his cheek moaning and pulling tharn close.
Tharn wrapped types legs around his thrusting harder and deeper.
"Im so sorry type." He moaned.
"I love you, i love you so much." He moaned into types ear.
They both hugged each other close while tharn thrusted eventually coming in type.
Soon type was on top of tharn chest, they breathed in and out calmly holding each other close and holding each other's hands refusing to let go.
Type feel asleep first and tharn kept a smile on his face hearing types heart was a wonderful thing. He breathed in.
"We're not done talking yet type." He breathed in.
He let his eyes close, they both went into a blissful sleep.