painful love

can't breathe

Type couldn't feel, he couldn't breathe everything was silent. For the first time he didn't want to be anywhere else. It was a soothing calm, but has he tried to breathe memories flashed across his face all tharn. All the good all the bad he kept hearing his voice calling to him. Even though he wouldn't see him again his mind started to work and his body tried to move up above the surface. It was too cold and he was numb he couldn't move a muscle. He started to sink closing his eyes. Im so sorry tharn. Before his eyes closed he saw a dark figure hovering above him.
Grabbing type under the waves he paddle back with the boy who was unresponsive. Breathing hard tharn brought types body to the sand. He wasn't breathing and he was pale. Tharn looked frantically up and down he put his head over his heart it still beat.
"Damn you type!"
Tharn was over type pinching his nose trying to get him to breathe. He started cpr and he was getting desperate. Type wasent breathing. Tharn looked to type and back to his chest while he pumped up and down.
"God damn it type don't leave me!"
Type was slipping but he heard tharn and only tharn in the deep vastness of nothing. Tharn? He thought weakling. His lungs started to work.
Somehow he could move his arms up to push tharn off moving to the side water coming out. He coughed a lot into the sand.
Tharn looked at type in disbelieve.
"Uuh." Cough cough has type inhaled finding his lungs.
Tharn gave him room for a moment til he picked up type cradling him in his chest patting his back trying to get out any more water.
Knowing how cold the ocean was he got worried about hypothermia. He picked up type who Kept coughing and he took him to the only hut that had an open door not caring if it was he's or not. He needed to get type warm. Type was dazed from the almost drowning and the drinking he didn't fight he just let be what will be.
Tharn took off all types clothes and he put him Under the hot water. Type was out but he was breathing. Tharn left type for a moment and found some blankets he threw them on the bed. He stripped down getting off his clothes taking an extra pair of boxers from types clothes. He went back to the bathroom and type didn't move but his color was returning and he was breathing. Tharn turned off the shower and patted type dry. Type put his arms around tharn has he carried him bridly to the bed. He wrapped the blankets Around them both. He put type face down on his chest keeping type warm. They both were incradled in warm blankets. Tharn laid his head on the wall feeling types breathe come and go steadly. He smiled when he could feel types heart thumping against his chest. Tharn breathed in looking down rubbing his hand up and down on types head.
"I can't believe you did that." Tharn trembled.
He hugged type tightly.
Type woke up he's head and body hurt. He tried to gulp.but he's throat felt like sand paper. He moved his cheek slightly he only felt flesh. He was beyond confused. He couldn't remember anything. Feeling the warmth he welcomed it but was curious to see what it was. Weakly he looked up he's eyes went wide. He saw tharn and he was asleep. How did he get here? Why is he here? How does he know I'm here? Types mind went into override. He stiffly looked around him he saw that he was in his room and he saw blankets. He didn't understand what was going on.
With the strength he could muster he pushed himself away from.Tharn falling on the floor on his back. He was in a world of hurt. He's head throbbed, he's muscles ache. The only good thing he fell on some of the blankets kind of cushening him. He tried to swallow but the sea water hurt. He put his hand on his throat trying to massage it.
Tharn looked down at once when type fell but he gave him some time. He Also was happy to see him moving. He had to breathe in.
"You deserved that."
Type opened his eyes to looked directly at tharn who was breathing hard and looked pissed.
"Tharn?" He croaked.
Tharn eyes fell down to type he was completely exposed. Type looking down saw he was naked he quickly covered himself. Tharn looked back to glare at type. They spent 5 minutes glaring neither of them moving.
Type not liking the silence or the atmosphere he tried to talk first.
"Wwhy." But his throat hurt to much.
He kept trying to swallow rubbing his throat up and down. Tharn rolled his eyes getting off the bed. He went to the kitchen finding a cup. He put it on the floor near the bed. He put his arms under types And lifted him up leaning him to the bed. Type shut his eyes groaning when tharn moved him. Leaning on the bed he looked at tharn who sat across from.him. type looked to the side at the water then back to look at tharn. Tharn huffed annoyed. He picked up.the cup and forcefully put it in types hand, he just looked at it.
"Drink it or ill make you drink."
Type flinched he didn't know why tharn cared. They weren't anything anymore but his throat ached.
Slowly, stiffly he put the cup to his mouth and drank fully. Tharn watched. Type shut his eyes and when he was done he gasped Breathing heavily. He needed that. Without opening his eyes he prompt the cup up with his hand. Tharn could tell he wanted more. He took the cup and ended up filling it up 3 times each time type downed the liquid. By the 3rd he was quenched. Tharn got up and went to the kitchen he saw. On the counter top a variety of fruits he cut them in small pieces putting them into a bowl. He went back to type who had wrapped the blanket fully around himself only revealing his hands he wouldn't look at tharn. His eyes were open but they stared at Nothing, they looked dead. Tharn breathed in he sat back to the floor pushing the fruit to type who eyed it but didn't touch it. Tharn signed heavily.
"Eat or ill make you."
Type signed he took a bite of a small piece and his stomach growled. Type ate slowly but he ate all of it. He was full. Tharn took the bowl and went back to the kitchen putting in the sink. He came back type didn't move. Tharn sat down and looked directly at type who Kept his eyes down. He was waiting for tharn to leave. Tharn closed his eyes and breathed deeply in.
"Type?"
Type flinched at his name but didn't look up. He just hung his head keeping his eyes to the floor.
"Can you tell me why you tried to kill yourself?"
Type froze. He finally looked at tharn whos expression was soft. Type didn't understand the question. He was confused about the whole situation. Seeing type confused he parted his lips.
"Tell me everything."