SomeThingElseYT x Reader Oneshots [ON HIATUS]

Angel in Disguise

Adam x Suicidal! Reader

WARNING: This will contain blood, and cutting.

I feel like writing something sad because I'm bored in Algebra class :/

Ok, enjoy!

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Y/n's POV:

"Damn, I haven't bled this much," I sighed and sniffed, staring at my freshly cut arms. Ugh, I don't feel like cleaning up this mess in here. Too much blood. But I don't want it to stain so, I get up, wipe the tears off my face and start to clean up the catastrophe I made.

I have severe depression and anxiety, so whenever I have an anxiety attack or just feel overwhelmed, I just start to make slits on my arms and wrists. But now I have to try to stop because there's no more room to cut. 

I get out of the bathroom and pull down the sleeves of my oversized sweater. It's going to be tough, with summer coming, 'cause then I'll have no excuse to wear long sleeves. Jesus, why do I have to be on Earth? 

*brrriiingggg* *brrriiingggg*

I check my phone to see who's calling. 

Crap.

It was my friend Adam. I've had feelings for him ever since we've met for the first time but I knew I wasn't even worth to be his friend, let alone someone more than that. It makes me feel even more worthless than ever. I try my absolute best to avoid his company, but knowing him and his stubbornness, he always finds a way to spend the most time with me as possible. 

I dismiss the call and flop onto my bed, looking at the hanging rope from the ceiling of my closet. 

What would it be like... if I was to just, disappear?

Adam's POV:

I'm outside of Y/n's apartment, calling her and she's not answering. Then, it sends me to voicemail. Y/n, why in the world are you avoiding me?

I've always liked Y/n. She's funny, charismatic, and cute. But, lately, she's been very distant with me and our other friends. I came because I wanted to confess, but as I said, she's not answering her goddamn phone!

I wonder how much strength it would take to break down a door.

I call her again for the second time, and it sends me to voicemail right away. At this point, I'm gonna break down this frickin' door. 

Then I remember that she had a key under her rug. I know this because one time I came over and accidentally kicked the rug forward and found a key. And then I unlocked her door and she yelled at me. 

Good times.

I looked under her rug and sure enough, the key's lying there. I pick up the key and unlock the door to her apartment. 

"Y/n? Are you here?" I called, looking around.

Y/n's POV: 

I hear the front door open and Adam's voice calls my name just as I was stepping onto the stool towards the rope. I panic. 

I quickly close the closet door and put the stool somewhere else in the room. I then run out of the room to greet Adam. 

"Adam! Hi! W-what are you doing h-here??" I asked, sweating.

"Um, well, you would've known if you'd answer my call," he replied.

"O-oh yeah, the call. Sorry, I was busy..." 

"With what? It's your vacation from animating."

Crap I forgot about the little break I was having. 

"I was... organizing stuff," I said.

"Oh, do you need help? Were you organizing in your room?" Adam asked while heading towards my room. 

"Ah, w-well no I don't need any help, thanks though...!" I ran after him to stop him from going to my room, but it was too late. 

"Y/n...? What's... that?" he asked sadly, pointing to the hanging rope in my closet.

I start crying right there on the spot. He wrapped his strong arms around me, making me feel safe.

"Y/n... please don't go... promise me won't go..." he sighed sadly.

I sniffled and nodded.

"I promise," I said.

"I-I love you, Y/n," he said, hugging me tighter.

I felt my face heat up as my heart felt lighter.

"I love you too, Adam."

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The ending reminded me of how much of a #singlepringle I am.

TvT

Also, I'm not going to proofead this so, sorry if it's bad.

BYeeeeeee~~~~~~~

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