*ON HOLD* Started With A Dare | Harvey Mills

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Same night

Harvey's POV

I miss her so goddamn much, I miss her beautiful face, her perfect personality. I miss how we used to act like a couple even though we were always best friends.

I remember when we used to cuddle, we'd do it every night whilst watching movies. That was our thing, every night we would plan to go to each other's houses and watch movies, just because we loved being around each other. I missed that.

I also missed when she was happy, she used to always tell me it was because of me. That melted my heart in ways she, nor anyone else, would understand. We used to hold hands in public too, our friends used to grow suspicion of us, thinking we were secretly dating.

She used to always say that I was her only friend, even though she had other people that we hung out with and got on with, she never classed them as her friends, I have no idea why.

The list could go on, I miss every single thing about her, I just wish I could grow a pair and go and see her, but I can't, not now. I bet you're wondering why, I'm in love with her. My love for her grew and grew every single day, it got to the point where I knew I wouldn't be able to control myself around her.

Not in a dirty way, I would never touch her like that, not when we aren't dating, and especially if she didn't want to. Every time I was around her I had this urge to hold her, I mean I kinda already do. But in a relationship way, I always had the urge to kiss her, but I knew I couldn't for the sake of our friendship.

Now it's ruined, I hurt her, I cannot even explain how sorry I am for what I've done. She means everything to me and she probably feels like she means nothing to me.

I need to change that, I'm going to surprise her and ask my parents if I can travel back to England and see her, maybe even stay. I want to sort things out with her, if I make her wait any longer then she'll probably hate me, she probably already does. Gosh damnit I'm an idiot.

Phone call

She finally picked up the phone, she sounds so upset, I'm the same, I want to make things right.

Harvey: Hello.

Casey: Hi.

I could hear her little sniffles in the background, my heart broke.

Harvey: Are you crying?

Casey: No, why'd you ask?

Harvey: That was a stupid question for me to ask, of course you are. Casey I'm so sorry for everything, I really want to make it up to you.

Casey: Sounds like you're crying too. You don't have to make it up to me.

Harvey: Yes I do, I know I broke you, and I'm never going to forgive myself for it, I just wish I could turn back time, maybe then I could change things.

Casey: You're right, you did break me. But you have your reasons, right?

Harvey: Casey, please don't be like that. I know what I've done is wrong, and I know that you're probably not going to forgive me, but I want you to know that you mean the world to me. I never meant to cause you any pain.

It went silent for a few minutes, I could only just hear her, her quiet faint sobs, what have I done?

Casey: You mean the world to me too, listen, let's stop talking about this and move on. We all make mistakes, I will forgive you, it will take some time but I will. I'm not going to lose you over this, we can get through this; together. I can see that this is hurting you too, which is why we need to drop it, for both of our sakes. You're right with what you said before, we do need to talk like we used to, build back our friendship.

Harvey: Are you sure you still want to talk to me though, after everything?

Casey: Definitely. You're still my best friend, we're just having a rough patch. It will clear over, I really don't want to lose my best friend over this.

Harvey: Me neither, I would be a wreck without you, I already am because of what I did, and because I miss you, but I know what you mean, and I'll drop it for now.

Casey: For now? aha.

Harvey: Yeah, what if it'd need bringing back up?

Casey: True lmao.

Harvey: Anyways, so how's school?

We spoke for hours on end, laughing, joking, it was just like old times. I've missed this so much, I've missed her so much.

After that, we decided to go to sleep. We stayed on the phone to each other though, it's what we used to do. We would have an all-nighter, so when we wake up, we're waking up to each other.

She's so special to me, I cannot wait to see her again, I will make this happen. Frick my feelings, seeing her can't wait any longer. I'll have to just prepare to tell her when the time comes.

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This was a tad bit longer, I'll try and make the more long but right now it's 2:26am aha.

When should I get them to see each other? Next chapter or the one after? Let me knowww <3

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