Hate how I love you

Mr wanna die/ male virsion of miss wanna die

A MadaTobi sing along/modern AU

Tobirama was know to be a burden the moment he turned 5, being the only albino with white hair and red eyes amongst two Burnett's and one onyx the latter being the mother, while the other two were his father Batsuma and older brother Hashirama. Batsuma never paid attention to the albino, he thinks that he's a curse to the family and wanted to send him off for adoption, if it wasn't for his wife who declined immediately, he loves her too much to go against her, both his mum Miko and Hashirama loved Tobi, whenever he had problems at school Hashirama and Miko will always find a way to make him smile, even when he thought he didn't deserve it. Unfortunately his happiness didn't last long, one day, Miko died while trying to save Tobi from a car accident, ever since then he knew he was a curse and his father just made it worse, accusing him of killing the love of his life if it wasn't for Hashirama who protected him Batsuma would've killed him when he had the chance. When Hashirama was old enough he took care of Tobi alone, giving him the love he deserves but it was too late, Tobirama was far from sad, he was depressed, to the point that, he started cutting himself and stoped eating, and Hashirama..... didn't notice, because he started hanging out with Madara an old friend of his, unfortunately, his little brother Izuna was one of those that bullied Tobirama ever since preschool, so whenever they arrive Izuna would find a way to make his life a living nightmare whenever they're alone of corse, it's not like he didn't want his brother to have fun but... the more Hashirama spent more time with Madara the more Tobi felt that he was nothing but a waste of space, it got even worse when Hashi got his first girlfriend, we'll call her Lyra, the moment Tobirama saw her, disgust filled him, her entire appearance screamed WHORE, and PLAYER, at first he didn't want to jump to conclusions but kept a close eye on her.... and he was right, she only wanted Hashirama for his money he's a very successful doctor after all, and one day Tobi caught her making out with another man on his way home from college, he tried to warn Hashirama about her but he just brushed it off, telling him that he was just seeing things and she really needed the money even though it's for very, very expensive jewelry, but Tobi never gave up he wanted his brother to open his eyes, he even found a girl that would fit nicely for him Mito, she's sweet, intelligent a very good good friend of his-his first friend to be precise- and most of the time scary, only when needed to, especially when it comes to him- like this one time Izuna tried to drown Tobi in a water fountain with two other boys, mito saw this and took action, beating them black and blue, sending them a death glare in the end- (sorry this is so long) but the more he tried, the thinner Hashis patience grew and one day he had enough Hashirama, for the first time ever, screamed at his brother telling him that he loves her very much and nothings gonna keep him away from her, he even went as far as insulting him, calling him a lier ungrateful and other names he blurted out the he never said to any of his peers, especially "sometimes... I wish I never had a brother like you!!!.............T-Tobi I-I........" now Tobirama knows he's a curse and he's gonna end that curse... now (the next day Tobirama goes up his school roof. looked over everything one last time...... and falls)..... "TOBIRAMA!!"........

Music; miss wanna die
Tobirama's mind; awake I~open~ my eyes, to see, a ho..spital, so white..and clean, I was walking up to the roof. I think. but can't. recall. at all~ a single thing~~~ (looks to madara beside his bed looking shocked)
Held a hand~ for me~-you were there. I know. But couldn't reach the me~

I would fall down all the time. But stand and reach my hand to see~~~
Izuna and Lyra; have you tried crossing over yet?
Tobirama; I~ wanna die, wanna die~ but don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care, making me aware. every scare all the the blood, more and more than ever done not enough, not enough.
I wanna die wanna die, but don't really wanna die, if I die you would cry and I don't know why, every scare all the blood more and more than ever done, not enough, not enough.