Murderous Thinker

CHAPTER 00

CHIARA DEVÁUX

I fixed my glasses up to my nose as I stood up in the middle of our room. Guess Why? This thick hair headed bitch just disturb my deep slumber! For fvck sake!

"How do you defined school Ms. Devaux, your hotel room!?"
The witch shouted. Hindi ko s'ya pinansin at pinanatili kong blanko ang aking ekspresyon.

"Answer me!!"  Nye nye. Answer my ass.

"You bitch!" Tinaasan ko s'ya ng kilay. Did she just call me bitch? I closed my fist and flipped my hair. I shouldn't be mad, bitch is better than ugly looking witch anyway.

"Palibhasa wala kang nanay! Kaya lumaki kang bastos! Pwe!" I breath heavily to calm myself. I shouldn't get mad. This is the first school day for the new year, I shouldn't lose control. And she's right, I don't have mother, but that's not the reason why I grew up like this, witch ka talaga. Peste.

"Kung tutulog tulog ka dito sa klase ko, gumaya ka nalang sa nanay mong natulog na pang habambuhay!" And that's it. She just push me to my limits. Balak ko sanang manahimik nalang para walang gulo but I can't hold it anymore! Hindi n'ya dapat idamay ang nanay ko dito!

"You ugly looking witch! You just crossed the line!" And then it started. I pulled out my swiss knife from my boots and I darted it to her. Bullseye!

She shouted and cried nonstop as she tried to remove my swiss in her blooded right eye. I smirked and move closer to her. I pulled the swiss knife that made her cry even more. Sumama pa sa kutsilyo yung mata n'ya. Wow. 

Hinawakan ko s'ya sa leeg at saka buong gigil na hinigpitan 'yon. Malalim at hirap ang paghinga n'ya ng sapilitan ko s'yang sakalin paitaas hanggang sa hindi n'ya na maabot pa ang tiled floor. That's right witch, pagbayaran mo ang pambabastos mo sa nanay ko!

"B-bitawan m-mo ako!"
Mas hinigpitan ko pa yung hawak ko sa leeg n'ya. Nagtatagis ang mga ngipin ko nang duraan ko s'ya sa muka. She deserves it! She disrespect my mom? I should disrespect her more!

"P-parang a- ahh! awa m-mo na!"
I smirked devilishly as I look at her half blooded face. Umagos na sa kalahati ng muka n'ya ang dugo galing sa kanyang kanang mata.

She continued to plead. It's like a wonderful melody in my ears. Her right eye is bloodshot.

Pumaling ang ulo ko sa kaliwa, parang hindi ata bagay na isang mata lang n'ya yung wala? How about making it fair? That's a wonderful idea!!!

Itinaas ko yung swiss knife ko gamit yung kaliwa kong kamay saka biglang tusok sa kaliwa n'yang mata na nagdulot ng dumadagundong n'yang palahaw. I stared at her face filled with blood.  Perfect!

Binitawan ko s'ya at habol ang hiningang napadausdos s'ya sa sahig. At sa huling pagkakataon, humakbang ako patalikod saka buong pwersang sinipa ko s'ya sa panga na naging sanhi ng pagtagilid ng ulo n'ya papuntang kanan. Naglikha pa ito ng lumalagutok na tunog dahil sa mga buto na nabali.

I breathe heavily as I watch her lose her life. Good bye to the world, mukang hindi ako ang matutulog panghabangbuhay, kundi ikaw.

I laughed.

Pakiramdam ko ay matutumba ako kaya napahawak ako sa upuan na nasa harap ko. I started to hear voices around me.

"Chiara ayos ka lang?"

"Chiara anong nangyayare?"

"Hoy gaga umalis na si Ma'am! Galit na galit dahil hindi ka daw sumasagot sakanya!"

"Lagot ka nanaman ghorl!"

"Ano ba kasing nangyari at ang sama  mo makatingin sakanya?"

"Umatake nanaman ba yung sakit mo?"

My friends, Eha, Magi, and Kib are surrounding me. What the fvck did just happened!? Did I lost control again!? Fvckkkk! I calmed myself and look at my hands. No bruises, no blood, I'm fine. I didn't murder our professor. Kalma self you're innocent.

Dali dali kong kinuha yung bag ko saka tumakbo palabas ng room. I even heared my friends calling me but I ignored them.

"Chiraaaa!"

"Chiara bumalik ka ditoooo!"

"Ghorl what happenedddd aaaaahhh!"

I just lost control! Hindi ko alam kung paano haharapin sila Kib. Pang ilang beses na itong nangyari sa akin. They shouldn't  have to know na umatake nanaman yung pagiging killer ko sa pag-iisip. I can't bare to lose them. Baka matakot sila... Baka iwan nila ako... Baka mawalan nanaman ako ng mga mahal sa buhay.... No... nooooo!!!

Tinakpan ko yung magkabila kong tenga habang tumatakbo. Stop overthinking self!!! That's not good to your heart!!!

As usual, yung mga impakta at impaktong estudyante na nakakasalabong ko ay nagbubulong bulungan o kaya naman nagtatawanan. Hmff! Self kalma. They just bored to their own life kaya buhay mo ang gustong pagtsismisan! Kalma!

So I run as fast as I can until I reached the parking lot. I jump off to my baby ducati and I started it's engine. Huli na ng makita kong sinundan pala ako nila Eha. I already rode off my ducati and it roared to life.

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This is the beginning of MERDEROUS THINKER. I hope you like it!