The mission - Lashton

I fell for the straight guy.

Like always unedited. I will check everything today. Here is another Flasback.

My eyes met big brown ones. "Sorry I wasn't looking were I was going." The boy says and I wave it of. "It's okay I wasn't really focusing either." I say and he smiles "I'm Calum and you?" Calum asks "Ashton." I say and shake his hands "No way, are you Ashton Irwin?" He asks and I simply nod. "Wow I heard you live in the boss his house damn. How did you end up there?" He asks and I shrug I guess he understands cause he nods. "What if you give me your number and we can text or something?" He ask and I hand him my phone and he gives me his he smiles says goodbye and leaves. And all I could think of the whole day was his smile and those eyes.

"Is the person you are talking to also the reason you came home early?" Mister Dixon asks when I walk into the living room. "Maybe, I just couldn't focus sorry it won't happen again. I promise." I say and chuckle at the text that just popped up. "Okay I want his name now Ashton." Mister Dixon says playfull and I shake my head. "It's just a friend and we are just talking about funny stuff." I say but even I don't believe myself sure we were just talking but even when I wanted to think more about it, I was sure Calum wasn't. "Sure but if you want I can check his files for you?"  He said wiggling his eyebrows. "No thank you I rather find out myself." I say and go back to texting with Calum. 

"Hey, Ashton." I hear behind me and I turned around only to see those brown eyes. "Hi Calum, how are you?" I ask and he smiles. Kill me already. "I couldn't be better how about you?" He ask with the same smile "I am feeling great." I say and oh he doesn't have a clue. "We have practice together today!" He cheerped and wrapped his arms around my shoulder when we started walking towards the gym. "Since when did that happen?" I ask because we never had practice togheter. "Since I was so clever to ask for it." He says and my heart just skipped a beat. "And maybe we could hang out after?" He asks and I almost scream yes, but instead I nod and walk to the gym with a big smile. Practice with Calum is the best and almost caused me to die because he said it was getting hot and he took of his shirt. I wouldn't mind working out more with him. I can't wait until swimming season.

"So have you been on a mission before?" He asks and I nod "My favorites are undercover because beeing somebody else is fun sometimes." He ad and I nod "Undercover can be fun but sometimes the extra studying can be hard" I say and now he nods we talk a little bit longer at he cafeteria on the first floor of the office. And it seemed like we talked for hours because when we left it was already dark outside. 

When we left we weren't tired.

When we left we wondered why we left cause we could stay and talk another year.

When we left I might have done the most stupid thing I could do.

I leaned in and kissed my then best friend. When he didn't responded I pulled away and turned around not saying a thing but before I could leave Calum grabbed my arm and pulled me back. "I'm sorry I houldn't had done that." I said softly and Calum almost didn't hear me. "It's okay really I'm just not into guys. I might have gave you mixed signals." He said and just looked down at my shoes. "We can still be friends right?" He asks me and I nod not even looking up. He pulls me into a hug and then leaves. I run to my car and drive home I didn't want to cry because it was my own stupid fault. When I came home I ran to my room and slammed the door falling on my bed and broke down. I cuddled with my pillow and just lay there until Mister Dixon walked in my room with a cup of tea. "You know your young and you will find the one. Just be patience okay. I can still check his files you know. I'll help you stalk him." Mister Dixon said and I gave him a small smile. "Thank you." I said and he just patted my shoulder handing me the cup of tea and left me alone to think about what had happened.

a/n I found out Wattpad deleted an chapter which was supposed to be like 2 chapters ago. That sucks because most chapters help you to understand other chapters.. Mostly the Flashbacks! So I might re-write that chapter but not now. Tell me if you don't understand something.

Lots of Love Sammy xxx