The mission - Lashton

Amnesia...

Unedited - Flashback - emational

My first boyfriend was maybe my best boyfriend ever.

We met each other at the caffee were I went everyday. And one day this guy came appaered I didn't even noticed him until he ordered the exact same coffee as I always do. I never knew someone liked the same until now. The waiter commented on the coffee and said it was my ussual and he turned around the second the waiter pointed at me. "So mister ordinairy coffee, mind if I join you?" The rather extremly attractive guy asked and I nodded. He sat down and for a moment we just looked at eachother sipping or coffee. "So the waiter said ussual, you come here often?" he asked smiling. "Yes I come everyday for my unique coffee." I said smiling back. "Well if you are here and you stay uniqe like your coffe I will come visit more." He said and winked "well that sounds like a great idea, boy who I still don't know the name of." I hinted and we both chuckled. "The name is Bryan" he said shaking my hand.

Since our meeting Bryan and I always met at the caffee the same time everyday. If one of us was early we just bought the coffee already and waited for a while.

I was running late for our daily meet up but when I got there no one was sitting on our table. There was a cup of coffee take away and a note. I decided to read it and look which kind of coffee it was.

'You noisy little dork, I knew you would look at the note. Long story short come outside meet me at the back of the shop. Love, Bryan. P.s. yes the coffee is yours now hurry up.'

I picked up the note and the coffee and walked to the back of the store giggling like a school girl. I saw Bryan sitting at one of the tables behind the store that were normally only used while summer. "What is this?" I asked sitting next to him. He blushed deeply and it looked really cute. I have been seeing Bryan one month now everyday at the same time. And I have to say that I like that guy as much as I love my coffee. "This is a sort of date I guess" Bryan said still blushing. "Who said I agreed on a date?" I asked raising an eyebrow and Bryan looked down the second. "I was joking Bryan, one question do you kiss on a first date?" I said and he looked up again. I could look at him forever when he is blushing. He nodded at my questions and smirked slightly still blushing. I fully turned fully to face him and leaned in we kissed softly just a small peck but it was enough to drive me crazy. "You tast like coffee" Bryan chuckled. I chuckled as well mixed with a giggle. We drank coffee nothing really changed we only that we kissed twice.

Exactly one month later I found another not on the table with a coffee and I knew where Bryan was hidding.

'Whoops the notes are back, missed them didn't you? Well I guess you know where to go. So yep go there. Love, Bryan. P.s. The coffee cup is empty I got one here. I'm waiting Ashton.'

I giggled at the note putting the note in my pocket. checking if the coffee cup really was empty cause I am that greedy and Bryan is mean like that. I walked to the back of the shop seeing Bryan passing around. "Hii, stressed out much?" I asked and he chuckled. He walked up to me giving me a hug andIk hugged back. "Grab a coffee for me and lets go, ready?" He said walking to the table to grab his own coffee take away. "Ready for what?" I asked while grabbing my own coffee while being sushed. He told me I would see when we got there.

When we arrived we sat down on one of the benches next to the lake. We sat there sipping our coffee and talking. "So another coffe date? It is special do so what are you up to Bryan?" I asked the coffe sipping guy. He started to blush like crazy looking at the sky. I poke him telling him to go on. "I wanted to ask you something, but I am kind of scared."  He started and I nodded so he could go on. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it a little. "I have known you for two months, we both had a million coffee's, we both had a thousands of conversations, we laughed till our stomachs hurted, we have shared 5 kisses. I counted because I am that awkward. Bu what I want to ask is not for forever but- what I want to say- ask you is. Will you be my boyfriend Ashton?" He asked his face now totally red. I was taken back by his words for a while, they were awkward yet adorable. "I- I ofcourse. Ofcourse I'll be your boyfriend tomato head." I squealed wrapping my arms around his neck "you counted wrong, it are six kisses."  I whispered while leaning in.

Since that day we hang out almost all the time. Mister Dixon liked Bryan right away he was even allowed to stay over. We were both to sweet and cuddly to think about doing stuff so that was okay. Bryan's parents both welcomed me to the family when they found out why that I was the reason Bryan always came home smiling because of me. I could say that everything was perfect.

After 4 moths of dating I had a mission again. Most of them didn't took that long. I had to lie to Bryan about why I had to go away for a weekend or longer. He always believed me because beside that one secret I had I never lied to him. As long as I was coming back he didn't mind. But this time I had to go away for a week maybe longer. Bryan was getting suspisios and asked more questions. I hated lying to him both I just couldn't tell him.

"A whole week, it's a school week Ashton! Dixon isn't even going with you. Where are you going? Next time you left you got back with bruises. Ashy babe you can trust me." He pleaded and when I told him the same story as I said the day before he just scoffed. "It will be over before you know it okay? I love you Bryan." I said before grabbing my backpack and walking downstairs. When I was at the door he was standing infront of the stairs with a frown. I walked over to him and hugged him tightly and kissed him. I said a last goodbye and left to 'the office'

A week later when I came home slightly more tanned from spain where I went to Bryan was already waiting for me. "Hii babe I missed you so much." I said practicly jumping on him. "You lied to me all the time you have been lying to me." He sighed and showed me a few papers. "You went throw my stuff? Bryan if Mister Dixon finds out what you know we can never see eachother anymore." I whisper yelled. "You are a spy Ashton, are you spying on me. Why didn't you tell me this?" He whisperyelled back. "I couldn't Bryan, you have to understand that. I would never spy on you." I sighed sitting next to him. "Promise you just don't lie to me anymore you can trust me." He said kissing my cheeck. I nodded and wrapped my arms around him. "I leave a week and don't get a proper kiss?" I pouted but it was quickly kissed away. I really hoped mister Dixon wouldn't find out.

"Mister Dixon you can't do this. I love him!" I screamed through the livingroom. "Ashton why didn't you tell me right away that he knew." Mister Dixon said way to calm for my liking. "Because I knew you would do this Alfred. I fucking hate you so much! Where is he? Tell me right now!" I screamed my voice cracking. Mister Dixon shaked his head no and I just collappesed on the floor. Dixon walked up to me but I just shrugged him of. Because of him Bryan was sent to the office for the amnesia triact.

We knew eachother for 7 months

We dated for 5 months

We kissed a billion of times

We laughed a million times

We talked a thousand times

We drank coffee together a hundred times

We dance only ten times

I cried only one time

I went to his hous a week later to look how much he still knew. He knew nothing. His parents started crying when they saw me and let me in. "Hi, I'm Bryan you look formiliar do I know you?" is what  he asked me. "You don't regonise me, well it has been a long time. I just stopped by." I said and then left because I couldn't handle it. 

I never saw him at the coffee shop anymore. He forgot me and I needed to forget him is what Mister Dixon tell me.

So that is what I tried.

So everytime I saw him walking through town I ignored his pressence.

So I started to drink regualar coffee just not to think about him. 

I wish I could wake up with amnesia so we could meet all over again.

Sad Chappy :( I hoped you read good because you will need the Flashbacks. They are my favorite hahah. I will try to make the chapters longer I really do. So stay tuned

Love Samantha xxx