The mission - Lashton

6. Talk to me.

unedited - yeaah chapter 6 - warning: the feels. and next chapter will have smut I warned you.

It was a few days after Michael and I hang out.

That girl Fifi had been texting me a lot and she was rather nice and sweet. We talked a little after I got home that night after shopping. 

But now it was just another day of school. Luke kept ignoring me and it was really frustuating and I don't even know why. 

I walked into the use building people call school or hell. Depends on what they like more. And I was wearing on of the shirt Michael bought me. It weren't all band t-shirts because he told me I can't wear shirts of people I don't listen to.

So I wore one of the black shirts and my black skinnies and instead of glasses I wore my lences. And Calum already commented that I looked hot. (I still wonder if he really is straight)

I didn't really cared if I looked hot or not all I was thinking about was Luke. He was ignoring me for almost a week and I didn't knew why. I was going to find out about it.

"Calum!" I called out the first periods where over and I saw Calum walking down the hall. He turned around and smiled at me but I wasn't having any of it. I guess he noticed because he stopped smiling right away. "What is wrong Ashy?" He asked worried and I kind of glared at him. I didn't even answered his question and pulled him with me outside. "You are going to tell me why Luke is ignoring me right now!" I whisper yelled and a frown mixed with a glare on my face. "It's is the best for you and Luke, believe me." Calum said looking up at me, a hint of sadness in his eyes. "Fine if you won't tell me I will look for Luke myself" I said already walking away. "You were supposed not to get atteached Ashton." He called after me but I ignored him all I could think of was Luke.

I don't know why Luke mattered so much to me but he just did. So I stormed into the cafeteria walking up to the abnormally tall blond. I ignored for Michael and just kept walking. the only thing I could focus on was two bright blue eyes looking at me from afar.

"Luke can I talk to you?" I said slightly out of breath. "No you can't I am eating" he said "I sorry, it wasn't really a question" I said impatiently. He sighed but got up and followed me out of the cafeteria. "What do you want Ashton." Luke said annoyed but it looked fake. Why was i even trying hard? "Why are you ignoring me?" I asked dropping my angry act and for a second I saw a little bit of sadness in Luke's eyes. It soon changed to serious and annoyed again. "I am not is that everything?" He asked tapping foot a little. "No, that is not it. what did I do to you to make you ignore me. What did Calum tell you?" I asked trying not to scream already. The same question run through my head 'Why do you care so much?'. I looked at the blond boy and he looked at me but neither of of said a thing. "I can't be friends with you Ashton" Luke said after a while. Why can't he see me? Why do I care if someone else from this school would say this I would nod and walk away. I haven't even known him for a month. "Why" is all I croaked out. "Because I don't want to be friends with you. I have known you for two weeks and I am already- nevermind." He said chuckling, even tho we both knew nothing was funny. "Well then I don't want to be friends either" I said angerly ready to turn around and walk around from him. "Wait no I mean I- fuck it" he said whispering before pulling me by my waist and pulling me closer to him.

He leaned in and closed his eyes. Was this really happening? Just do it what can go wrong? So i listened to myself and leaned in aswell. I could feel his breath on my lips and it made me shiver slightly. He closed the gap between us and I swang my arms around his neck softly. I could feel his lips brushing against mine now. It all went as slow as slowmotion, for a minute the world stopped. Our lips were pressed against eachother, kissing eachother slowly and sweet. If we would kiss eachother harder then we might break eachother. So everything went slowly even when we pulled away it went slowly. What can go wrong right? that is what I thought but I wasn't expecting to feel fireworks while kissing Luke. "Wow that was uhm... That was-" Luke tried but the bell rang and that meant class. "I got to go... Byee." I said storming off almost running to class. 

All I thought of was: 1, how I screwed up. 2, Luke. 3, the kiss. And 4 how to get over it.

I am not going to ignore him that would be mean. But how could i get my focus on something else?