The mission - Lashton

8. You complete meSS

unedited as always - sorry for the shortness

I went through everything that had happened yesterday when I was laying in my bed.

Firts I kiss the guy I like after he ignored me for almost a week. Well he kissed me but that doesn't matter.

Then I hang out with a girl who got me drunk on a party while I shouldn't drink until I got of this mission. Then of all people I hang out with her and then do the do with her to.

After that Calum stays over and we cuddle that isn't that weird but it was the first time cuddling with him considering he was my crush I was scared to be to close to him.

Then the next day I bassicly ignore Luke because there is way to much tension and awkwardness and school seemed to take longer then usual making me miss the office.

And last but not least I see the girl I hooked up with waiting for me outside the school and Calum as my bestfriend decides to just kiss me so she backs of but neither of us knew Luke- aka my crush- aka Calums bestfriend was standing right behind us.

So while thinking that through I came to the conclusion that I messed up. Not only am I breaking the rules I'm also breaking Luke's heart and maybe also mine.

After a weekend of thinking I had to go back to school and face the world again. I decided to focus more on the mission the faster I could get out of this hell hole. So I went to my locker and went through names and files on my phone at the same time. 

I focused on the classes and worked hard on everything not focusing on Luke went well until lunch.

I felt someone pulling my arm into an empty room. Before I went to scream I saw that it was Luke and I calmed down. He locked the door and then turned to me. "I hate you so much you know that?" He asked even tho it sounded like a statement. I nodded and looked at the ground under my feet. "I admitted my feelings to you but instead of saying you don't like me back you go fucking some girl you barely even know. Do you even have a heart. You see this shirt? (see top/side) This explains how I feel about you. When we kissed I thought you completed me but... You just mess everything up!" He rambled but I heard everything he said. "I- I know and I a- am s- so sorry" I said chocking up a little, I wanted to say so much more but a lump formed in my throath. "Actions speak louder than words Lukey" I whispered before walking up to im slowly. He watched my every step until our toes were touching. "You know that we can't be together right, Ca-" He shussed me and whispered "then I can be the Romeo to your Julia-n?" I giggled softly before Luke grabbed my neck softly connecting our lips in a gentle kiss.

The rest of the day we were quiet clingy and Calum sended me looks but said nothing. Before I went home I kissed Luke goodbye and then hopped in the car for just another night of homework and normal work. 

"Yes John I know the way to his man cave, and no I don't need tea!" I heard Calum scream and quickly hide in the closet (how hilarious). "get out of the closet Irwin!" He hissed "well I did a few years but Hiya!" I said flicking my imaginary hair. He glared and I sighed sitting down in my chair. "Don't you sigh I'm the one who should sigh. You know you can't start falling for Luke it's in the RULES! you broke one already and now you just go on and break another one plus Lukes heart. You sound like the bad guy. Do you even focus on your mission?" He ranted on and on about how bad I was and I started yawning making him glare even harder if that was possible. "Calum just stop okay I got this under control and it is not that I'm playing with Luke his feelings I like him not Love okay. I am focusing on the mission and when it is done I can go have adopted babies and a rainbow wedding with Luke. You trust me right?" I said and he nodded add my question. "Well good because everything is alright, now go or help me with my work." I said and he hugged me quick before leaving. 

All I could do after today was sigh verry hard and then let go trying not to make a big deal out of it.