BOOK OF SINS(ERITY) (BOTTOM MAKNAE JIN ONE SHOTS)

MUSIC OF OUR SOUL (JINMIN)

WARNING: HORROR&REPOSTED

Jimin and Seokjin are one of those so called perfect couple. Their tastes in everything matched and every decision they make are always made for each other. Their hobbies are also the same. And them being popular singers in their campus made their relationship more fantastic. However, being both singers frequently caused them some inevitable problems that none of them can solve.

"Babe, are you okay? You looked sick." Jimin hugged Seokjin from behind but the pink haired remained stoic. "Nothing, my head just aches a bit." Seokjin tried to smile but just managed to lift the corners of his lips a bit. Jimin sighed. He knows the problem but he doesn't want to announce it to his boyfriend's face. However, he's tired of Seokjin being childish. He's sick of facing the same problem everytime they're having this damn conversation.

"It's about the upcoming competition, right?" Jimin said and Seokjin pulled out of the tight hug. "What do you mean?" Seokjin looked annoyed. "You want to join the competition, right?"

"And?"

"Don't worry, I'm not going to attend the competition. I want to be the audience for the first time and just watch you sing." Jimin smiled to show his sincerety but Seokjin frowned more.

"Wait, do you think I'm angry at you for that?"

"Aren't you?" Jimin asked but what Jimin didn't know is that ripped Seokjin's pride apart.

"Do you think I'm that petty? Do you think I'm that jealous of your voice that I'm too scared to compete with you? I know! I know that my voice isn't that good and it will never be. But I don't want everything to seems like I won just because you let me."

"Babe, it-it's not like that! Wait, Princess! Seokjin! Seokjin!" Jimin tried to call him but it's not too long before the pink haired male completely blended with the crowd.

Another normal day. The raven haired sighed.

For the couple, or at least for Jimin. This conversation is nothing new. He knows that Seokjin may not speak about it but he could see the sadness in Seokjin's eyes whenever he's called as a second place. Jimin thought Seokjin will get over it but as the competition between their voices continued, Seokjin grew more and more distant. And it scared Jimin.

This upcoming December, their school will have to compete in a singing contest from other schools. But unfortunately, it's not just the usual festival which they used to attend. The media will participate in this big contest. They will choose some of the most talented students from each schools and there's a rumor that if they got luck they could even be accepted as a trainee. Anyone could participate through auditions and the more contestants from each schools, the better.

But Jimin won't.

No, Jimin can't. He could lose to anything but he could never afford losing Seokin's heart.

"Bido ogo geuraeseo ni saenggakinaseo, saenggakinaseo geuraeseo geuraessdeongeoji byeol uimi eobtji" Seokjin sang as his fingers skillfully plucked the guitar. But none of it could console his loneliness. He still liked it more when Jimin is around to tell him he's doing great. As he looked at the moon illuminating the room, he suddenly thought about his and Jimin's already ruined relationship. And he knew it's all because of him.

He always says it's fine when Jimin always win in every singing contest they participate. Everytime he's labeled as the second best he always shrugged it off convincing himself that at least he's still one of the best and to prove that he's not even a little bit disappointed, he always bragged about Jimin's singing skills instead of his own.