Why me?

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I dream of some things, dreams come in different genres as in books or movies. They can be scary, funny, full of action, or maybe even historical. The difference is that dreams can be blank and forgotten or it is something that you want to happen to you in your life to make you feel happiness. In my dreams, I always saw my self going to be famous, and have a great family watching me on TV, it's a fantasy that will not happen to me though, it's not like I can change from my current state to becoming rich, but I want that to happen to me. Dreams are like thoughts, there are like a infinite amount of thoughts to think about, but I'd like to say there is a infinity of dreams cause everyone wants to dream with a creative imagination.

"Okay wake up brats!, it's time to eat!", bleated Mrs. Blair as she stomped in her size 10 Cinderella slippers all around the wooden floor. Everyone woke up groaning and yawning as they get out of bed. I woke up with my long blonde hair in my mouth. I started to pull the hair out of my mouth and jumped out of bed and slipped on some shoes that had little kittens on them. I started to run to the doorway that led to the stairs and as I went down stairs with the rest of the girls, I walked down the old ragged stairs carefully, so I wouldn't fall down. I made it about half way and everyone was already on the bottom of the stairs, or so I thought.
"This is what you get you bitch", whispered a familiar voice behind me. I assumed that it was one of the many bullies in this orphanage, shove me down the stairs. I turned around to see who it was, but it was just a blur. It kinda reminds me of the action movies that you see in the movie theater, when something crazy happens and everything goes in slow motion, it was kinda like that, but it's not happening on the screen, but this time it's happening to me. I fall down the stairs and looked up at the girl who pushed me. It was Dashi. Dashi the biggest and one of the baddest bullies here. Dashi has her own little group that are all bullies, but this time it was only her. Dashi started to walk down the stairs and walked past me as I try to get back up with the pain of the bruises on my legs. Dashi kept on walking away giving me a little giggle, as Dashi was walking away, footsteps started to come towards me. I look up to see who was walking towards me, it was just Jacie Martel.
"Oh my god Julianna are you okay?", said Jacie with a worried face. I just grunted and told her that I was fine, she gave me a sigh and got me up. "Don't tell me you got into more trouble with Dashi and her friends. What did you do this time? Trip her on the way to the bathroom again? Did you steal her chapstick like last time?", Blurted Jacie.
"I might have called Dashi a spoiled good for nothing brat", I said with a sassy tone. Jacie just looked at me with a sigh and just started to walk away without saying a word.
That there is Jacie my only friend that was in the orphanage with me. Jacie has a sad background, let's just say that her parents didn't like her at all and just wanted to get rid of her, so they did. Yeah pretty sad background if you ask me, but I'm here for her and she's here for me and that's what counts. I don't know what I'd be doing without her, probably just going to cause more trouble for Mrs.Blair and the other girls here.
"Hey are you going to talk to me, pwease", I said to her with a childish tone, she didn't say anything and that worried me, then she stopped and turned around and started to laugh, then I knew what she was doing, she was just giving me the silent treatment. "I hate you", I murmured. She giggled a little more and then that giggle turned into silence and just turned around and walked away.
We walked into the cafeteria and went in line for breakfast. I got hash browns and 2 eggs with an apple juice. We went to sit down at the table where we normally go to eat. Jacie sat beside me with her tray full of food and gave another sigh. "Hey, Jacie are you okay, cause it looks like your thinking about something that's making you feel down, so what is it?", I said to Jacie worrying about her. She looked at me and gave me a slight smile and took a deep breath.
" I think that Mrs. Blair is going to kick you out!", said Jacie really fast
"Woah slow down. What do you mean by getting kicked out?", I said.
"I overheard her talking about you, she said that you hit the age limit in the orphanage aging system. Saying something about it being 18 years old and your out", said Jacie all scatter minded. I looked at her and gave her a little laugh.
"I don't think she will kick me out, hell I don't even think that she can, plus I'm only 16 years old", I said to Jacie with confidence.
"JULIANNA, MRS.BLAIR WANTS TO SEE YOU IN HER OFFICE PLEASE, I REPEAT JULIANNA, MRS. BLAIR WANTS TO SEE YOU IN HER OFFICE!", Said the intercom. I stand up and gave Jacie a thumbs up and left to see Mrs. Blair .

At Mrs. Blair's office....

"Hey Mrs. Blair, you called me?", I said to Mrs. Blair
"I called you here because, well I'm kicking you out to make it simple for your little dumb brain to understand. Now go to your dorm and get your things and leave", said Mrs. Blair bluntly. It took me a second to process what just came out of that old farts mouth. Can she really do that? Mrs. Blair gave me a look and pointed at the door, and not going to lie she kinda looked like the older version of the evil witch from The Wizard of Oz.
"Why do I have to leave? What did I do wrong?", I said to Mrs. Blair.
"I don't have to say anything, I just want you out, so leave you brat!", yelled Mrs. Blair. Yet again she points at the door and all I could do was try not to cuss her out and leave, so I just turn around and jog out of the door and was heading to my dorm to get my things. On my way to the dorms I saw Jacie in the hallway and she looked like she was wanting to tell me something, but I just kept on running without saying a word to her.

After I got to my dorm and packed up my things I got out of the dorms and went down stairs just to see all of the girls standing in a line near the door. I turned to them and saw Dashi and her friends, then I saw my only best friend standing at the end with tears going down her eyes. I run past everyone to get to Jacie. I went up to her and she looked at me.
"I'm going to miss you Julianna", said Jacie as she tries to hold in more tears.
"I'll miss you to, you will always be my friend even though we won't see each other anymore", I said to Jacie as I try to hold in my tears.
" Get a room, JUST GO ALREADY! Leave you NEET.", said all the girls. I started to walk out the door and said, "Goodbye". It's kinda sad to think that I was an orphan with a lot of jerks and bullies, and on top of that is getting kicked out just because of some stupid reason, but I think it's because Mrs. Blair just wanted to get rid of me. All I can think right now is, why me?

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