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Unholy Confessions

Here we go. Enjoy it. Comment, Read, Add to your list, whatever... So I'm going to tell you a story... I had the chance to ride in this super cool car with J Ram, who's this incredibly sexy senior, because I missed the bus, but instead I went to the library. I feel stupid.

Edited: 6/20/2014

With having said what I did to Jimmy I thought I would feel slightly awkward around him. I didn't. I felt content. Like I had when I told Brian I had loved him. Knowing he loved me the same way. I thought I would regret saying what I did. I didn't. I thought I didn't feel the way I said to Jimmy. I did. It shocked me to the very core, but it was more of a good kind of shock. If that even made any sense. I didn't feel guilty like I thought I would. That relieved me greatly.

Well I felt guilty at first, but now I was more relieved than anything. I had someone to love that I knew I wouldn't leave. I had someone to stick around with forever. Forever, to be happy with. How romantic and cheesy is that?

I had always thought that someone would be Brian. It wasn't. He had someone else. Whether or not said girl would admit to it. Well they haven't really admitted to each other that they like each other yet. So it was awkward between the two when they talked. In case you haven't figured out who I was talking about, it's Michelle.

Who I was with right now. Well her and Val. They were at a doctor's appointment for Val. They were aware of my presence, but I wasn't taking the risk of letting the doctor know I was here. You never knew who was a fan of the guys, and who wasn't. That was me just being cautious.

Or paranoid as Michelle had said.

I kinda wanted to appear with the way Val was acting. She was freaking out about the babies. Yes, I just said babies. She was far enough along to figure out that she was having twins. Guess twins ran in the Avenged Sevenfold family. She was already becoming a worry wart when it came to them. I hoped she didn't turn out to be one of the overbearing mother's. I would tell her that too. Michelle already had. Val's face had been hilarious.

"Michelle! What if the babies come out conjoined or one of them dies from lack of oxygen, or lack of food! We were twins Chelle! You we were born without enough oxygen!" Val was in hysterics. I giggled. It was rather amusing. If she knew I was laughing she would no doubt throw a fit. More than she already was. That was Val's nature since she had become preggers.

"Valary! I swear on Kat's grave if you don't shut the fuck up, I'm going to leave you here by yourself." Michelle whispered harshly. On my grave... huh? I find that rather offensive. I grunted in annoyance.

"Michelle! You can't leave me. I'm sorry! It's just I want my babies to be ok!" Val teared up. "I want to be able to give the guys some good news. They need it." Michelle leaned forward and wrapped her arms around Val.

"I understand this. Just calm yo tit's, sis!" Michelle held out her hand in a 'stop' sort of way. Val giggled. The doctor chose that moment to walk in.

"Mrs. Sanders, how are you today?" Dr. Whatever-his-name- was asked. I pretty much zoned out after that. I think I'm going to go visit Jimmy. Yeah, that's a good idea. I have some questions for him about certain activities that could come in to play. If you catch my drift.

Val's Point of View

My sister and I had been at the doctor's office for about 3 or 4 hours before Dr. Longenot decided to release me. I was relieved to find out that my babies were doing well. They weren't sickly or anything. No abnormalities that they could detect as of right now and that calmed for a bit. I would need to come back soon for an amniocentesis to be performed to see if either of the babies had defects.