More than hate. Less than love

Songs for you

Kenzie POV
Honestly I dint know why I'm being so mean today. I think it's just the fact that my past is something that I'd like to forget but since a part of it is back it adds pressure for me to be even more perfect for Johnny, I know we are not the ideal friends but we have the love that real or more friends have

Orientation
"Helloooooooo furry ferocious coyotes how's everyone's day going" one if the staff ask which earns a grind for the majority of the school "ok this year is all about fun and to kick it off we are going to pick a name from this hat and you will have to sing a song that describes your emotions at the moment" another staff member says "ok drum roll please" they yell as everyone does s drum roll "and the lucky singer is......Mackenzie Ziegler" the lady says reading the paper "come on Mackenzie let's go" the lady says coming up to me. "So Mackenzie what is your mood" they ask "ummm sad I guess" I say into the mic "ok we'll sing a sad song" they say as I go over to the instruments and choose a band kid for the keyboard and told him the melody . I stand and start to find the right melody in my head "ok now let's start" they say which causes the whole room to go silent. I look down at my shoes and start singing.

I found a guy, told me I was a star
He held the door, held my hand in the dark
And he's perfect on paper, but he's lying to my face
Does he think that I'm the kinda girl who needs to be saved?

And there's one more boy, he's from my past

I looked at Hayden now

We fell in love, but it didn't last
'Cause the second I figure it out, he pushes me away
And I won't fight for love if you won't meet me halfway
And I say that I'm through, but this song's still for you

Now I'm into the song, and do hand motions

All I want is love that lasts
Is all I want too much to ask?
Is it something wrong with me?
All I want is a good guy
Are my expectations far too high?
Try my best, but what can I say?
All I have is myself at the end of the day
But shouldn't that be enough for me?

Now I'm grabbing the mic and hold it

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
And I miss the days when I was young and naive
I thought the perfect guy would come and find me
Now happy ever after, it don't come so easily

Now I'm in my feelings and closed my eyes

All I want is love that lasts
Is all I want too much to ask?
Is it something wrong with me? Oh, ooh
All I want is a good guy
Are my expectations far too high?
Try my best but what can I say?
All I have is myself at the end of the day
And all I want is for that to be okay

Once I finish I open my eyes to see that the whole room is in shock, they each have the mouths open and have their phones on me. I might be a bad girl but I hate attention which is weird because that's all I get. "Did I sound that bad" I asked not realizing the mic was on "no you sounded great have you ever thought about singing?" The lady asks "eww no I can't sing. But if everything in life fails and I mean everything even working at Taco Bell I will do singing then get booed off the stage as a job" I said standing up and putting the mic back "I've never heard that where is it from" she asks curiously "I wrote it while talking to Johnny over FaceTime" I said laughing and now everyone faces Johnny "yeah the mic is on thanks for telling me" I said shoving the lady out my way. As I walk back to my seat I can feel a pair of eyes on me and of course they are the pair of eyes that I despise "take a picture Hayden,it will last longer" I yell to him and continue walking. As I walk to my seat I see Brynn liking a whole bunch of posts "oh did someone spam you" I ask curiously "nope they are all of you" she says smile. Smart me left my phone in my locker. "Well I think we can all agree that the song was a great original *i know it's not but use your 🌈IMAGINATION 🌈* and we are glad that we could hear it. This orientation is over and it's time for lunch have a great rest of your day" the lady said