Yui's sister

Does he want to die?

Nozomi p.o.v
The fuck? Is the only thought that is on my mind for hours. I didn't know that Player was a two faced bloodsucker. "Guess you shouldn't judge a book by it's cover." I mutter. How can you kill someone without alarming anyone? I don't know but I guess I can try to find out how.
My eyebrow furrows and I pause for a second. Are those voices I hear? I give a suspicious glance at a door a few meters before me. Yup, nope nope nope, I'm outta here.
"-my tea with you." Is the last thing I hear before I speed walk away to my door. Yup, that's Sebastian. I'll let Pancake deal with it. Then she knows how it feels to be constantly sucked dry and bossed around. I chuckle at my own thoughts and look down while walking further to my room. Always whining, always judging me, always destroying my stuff, get sucked dry you bitch. A small smirk is on my lips as I look up again. Oh, yeah. "I forget about my meds....shit. Guess I have to take them right away." Finally coming to a stop before my room, I slowly twist the doorknob and open the door. And I want to beat Shadow's ass up.

"Fuck you, Shadow." Followed by a long string of curses I walk further in the hallway. The soft moonlight shines through the windows, the moon twisted into a thin stripe, like it's laughing and mocking at my attempts to find Shadow who's hiding somewhere in the mansion. When I opened the door of my room, I was fucking scared shitless. Because why not? Tripping over my own suitcase was the last thing I expected. Especially if it was opened and all my snacks were gone. Even my lollies! And if you don't have a dead wish, then you shouldn't eat my lollies.
"Should I throw Shadow off the roof?" I chuckle darkly, my eyes have a deadly glance. Because she knows how much I love sweets. Especially when it's been not that long since I could eat them.
"Are you going to Scarborough Fair?" Sings a voice softly, but at the same time carrying a strange emotion with it. Yup, nope. I'm also outta here. I don't want to encounter bloodsuckers today, tomorrow and forever.
"Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme. Remember me, the one who lives..." Continues the voice. He's outside, phew. I actually wonder who is singing? Player. Nè, he doesn't look like someone who likes to sing. Stripper? Disgusting! Car? No, his voice is to loud for that. Sebastian? He wouldn't sing even if someone threatened to kill him. Then the only one....Immediately horror fills me up. Yup, I'm not meeting him again! The last one was already so fun! I briskly turn around and want to walk, when-"Doll-chan, when are you going?" I stiffen just as I want to take a step.
"Isn't it a nice night?" Like hell I'm gonna YOU an answer. I quickly want to tiptoe the hell out of here.
"Didn't I just ask, where are you going?" His voice taking a sharp edge. Yup, my idea isn't gonna work. Shit.
"Yeah, you did. I'm not deaf. Of wait, actually I am. I'm East-Indian deaf. That means I can't listen to bullshit." I give a sharp reply. I hope he's angry then I can leave when he's having his tantrum. Because I still haven't found Shadow! I cry inside my head.
An amused chuckle goes through the hallway I'm in. "Why don't you join us to enjoy the beautiful night?" The warning is clear in his voice. Can I still switch with Pancake? Cause I don't know which one I prefer more? Sebastian or Hothead? I sigh. Shit man, I can be strong but he's still stronger, because one. He's born as a vampire and although I'm born with my 'powers' too I don't really use it and still don't want to. And two. He's full blooded and I'm not, dus I don't know? My father is a human I think? Okay, I stop and go to Hothead before he really throws a tantrum.
"I hope you fall and kill yourself." I quip sarcastically when I finally see Hothead. He isn't even looking at me, but at the dark sky with a mysterious grin. After I say that, the only response he gives me is a small glance.
"You wear a expression of anger mingled with irritation. You should smile more often, then you would look more like a beautiful doll." He pauses, thoughtfully, and turns away again. I feel a vein popping up. I'm not a fucking doll, get that right you shithead, you piece of shit, you son of a-
"I actually hate it when you make that face." Suspiciously at his sudden change of demeanour I look at him. Hothead's eyes are cast down at the ground. What is he up to?
"It makes me worry why you're so angry at me." My lip twitches slightly. Get fucked. Just get fucked man.
"I have a million reasons why I'm angry at you." Bitch. I finish silently in my mind.
"But the most important thing I only want is to see you fall." I smirk. That would be funny. "I wish you would tell me why you're angry at me. But....Do you want to see me fall so badly?" He smiles creepily.
"Yes."
"Okay, then give me a kiss." What's with everyone wanting a kiss! I almost scream.
"If you give me a kiss, I will be happy to let myself fall." What the fuck is this shit I'm getting myself into?
"If you can't do that, then leave me alone and get lost." Would he seriously do that? I'm still not giving him a kiss, no way in hell!
"I already kissed Player." For a moment it almost looks like the time stopped. Fuck.
"You....did?" His voice is dangerously cold. I inch backwards to the exit.
"Yes. I did." He suddenly starts laughing like crazy. Caught of guard I stumble back. "You almost got me, Doll-chan! You're so funny!" With a swift move he stands up, balancing on the railing. He smiles like crazy.
"Wait, What are you-" He spreads his arms and let himself fall backwards. It almost looks like time is slowing down. But in my mind I know it isn't. He falls with such a content smile on his lips that I'm stuck in my place for a second.
Does he want to die?