Lan Zhan,
My Husband...
My Lan Zhan...
Hanguang Jun...
Lan Wangji...
My heart torn but I’m not broken. I want to cry but I can’t help but to laugh. I feel like giving up but I’m holding my head high. It’s definitely hurts but it’s time to say goodbye.
As you leave, you are taking with you a piece of my heart, a part of my soul, a chunk of my mind and all of my happiness. Goodbye.
I will keep your love in my heart forever and use it as weapon and strength in my journey.
I am so sorry if I may have hurt you, I didn’t mean it. We may argue a lot but that’s because we have different opinions and we try to protect each other.
Goodbye!
We are too young to be tied down, which is why I am happy to see you fly away into the Skies holding your Bichen, Playing Zither when your alone... Don’t look at me as you leave, I don’t want you to see the tears in my eyes.
Goodbye.
Wherever you are now, I hope you’ll get to read my letter. It pains my heart to see you go away; it feels like I’m dying inside, Yeah I probably dying here in Nightless City, I’m sorry if I couldn’t keep my hurts and hold back my tears every time your memories flash back in my thoughts.
Our lives and our relationship will go on even though you are leaving. But every single step of the way will feel like walking on sharp pieces of glass. I will keep walking even though my feet bleed, until we are together again.
The man who loves you always,
Wei Wuxian 魏无羡
