Lan Zhan,
My heart is broken and heavy. Someone that is a big part of my life has to go away without saying goodbye and I really don’t know how to deal with it.
How do I cope with what feels like such a big loss in my life?
Goodbye forever. Lose my connection in you... It is better to be happy alone than to be miserable to the man like me. Its not you destiny to be with me..
Your White, Im Black… Your Good but im Bad..
People treats you as an Idol.. The Light Bearing Lord (Hanguang Jun)
They treat me as mess, a trash, bastard (The Yiling Patriarch)
I will wait for the day when I hear your voice call out my name and I see you standing in front of me.. Until then, I hope you hear my heart weep and see me looking outside on the roof desperately waiting for you, dreaming about you and missing you from the bottom of my heart.
Goodbye my love…
I will convince my heart that you are going to go away for some time. But who will convince my arms that they won’t get your hugs?
Goodbye….
Your Family insulted my commitment with betrayal, because I choose the innocent Wens, Were different your precious Jade of Lan not be meant by someone like me. a Myrmidon who doesn’t have a right path..
The time has come to say goodbye, even though it will make me cry. I never thought that it would come to this..
Your hug, your voice calling me Wei Ying… your touch…all seems so real. It wakes me up and made me cry. Saying goodbye is so difficult when you’re too far away.
The thought of you going away makes me think about all the times when I could have said how much I love you… but I didn’t. I will miss you, Lan Zhan…
I know you will come back soon, but that moment seems as far as from here to the Nightless City. You have no idea how much I am going to miss you, my whole world is going to be immersed in a sad hue. Goodbye.
What really hurts, isn’t how you make me feel like a loser today, but the memories of how you made me feel special before.
These are not just two words but state of my heart as it is broken into two pieces. With a heavy heart, I would like to big a sweet ‘goodbye’.
Your absence will pierce my heart like a dagger.
But don’t worry, it will still keep beating for you
This is my Last Goodbye…
See you in Next Life….
Till We Meet Again...
Wei Wuxian 魏无羡
