Somehow

when it became frequent

somehow,

scarily,

i saw you once,

and now i can't unsee you.

you were everywhere.

everywhere i went, you were there.

you were just there, existing. you were walking around the school (probably skipping class? but i didn't think you were that kind of person). you were buying lunch. you were just out from the lab. you, and your hypnotising eyes and confident yet chill stride.

it was like an inside joke for myself, with my self, seeing you.

i would count how many times i saw you, like a scary stalker i was,

happily playing a game with myself, not knowing one day i'd write these letters to you.