•Sleepless nights• |kiribaku|

•chapter two•

Bakugo's pov

'You're a nightmare'
'Villain'
'Ugly'
'Dîe'
'Dickhead'
'Bully'
'No one likes you'
'No one will ever like you'
'Fat'
'Why don't you go kill yourself'
I look around the room to see all my classmates chanting hurtful but true words "P-Please... stop" I cry out, I feel the tears falling down my face so fast as if it was raining in the room. I hear all their laughs and they're words. I think to myself 'They're right'.
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I jump out of my bed crying only realising that it was a dream but ... it felt so real and they probably do think of me like that. Maybe it would be better if I just.. disappeared..?

I look at my alarm, it's 3am... I know I can't go back to sleep but what the hell am I supposed to do? I look over to my desk and I see my phone so I pick it up. I open it to see all the texts messages from shui but the last thing he sent me was a link to something... I didn't really think much of it so I opened it, I see an article about me ... I read the title 'katsuki bakugo is a villain, he shouldn't be in UA. What are your guys thoughts?'

My breathing starts to pick up a bit. Surely there isn't a lot of comments... right? I scroll down a bit and see 'comments: 2,000' i start shaking a little and my breathing is much heavier now. Maybe their all good comments? Maybe their all standing up for me..? I scroll down even more and I see the first comment. 'I swear bakugo shouldn't be in UA all he ever does is bully everyone and acts like a villain. People are saying that apparently he's gay and I must say that's disgusting. He should leave UA and never show his face In public again, no one will miss him'

I start sobbing and shaking even more I didn't think people hated me so much... I scroll down past every comment and see how much people despise me. I start feeling myself having a panic attack, I can't breath properly, I cant see well and my ears are ringing to the max. I fall on to the ground shaking and crying.

'See no one likes you'
'Now do them all a favour'
'And die'

Does everyone in my class think of me like this? Am I a villain? I look at the clock and see an has hour past... I guess time goes fast when you're having a panic attack or whatever. It's now 4am so I won't have to wait that long before I can leave my dorm and go to school. I stand up and walk over to my desk and see the paper I need to sign to go to the class 1A trip. I look at it and all the words are blurry and it's really hard to read it. I punch my head hard and my vision seems to come back right away. I scan over the paper not bothering to read it and at the bottom of the paper I see a place where I need to put my signature, so I do.

I put away the paper in my bag and go get my uniform I again look over to my alarm and see that it's 4:30am, I have 30 minutes before I'm actually supposed to get up. I take my uniform and walk over to my desk and take out my bandages I roll up my sleeve and I regret how much scars I did. I wrap the bandage around my arm then put the rest of the bandage down, I change into my uniform and then go into the bathroom to do my business and brush my
Teeth and do my hair. I don't really look at the mirror because I don't want to see my reflection.

I walk out of my dorm and walk down stairs to the common area, I see that no one is here yet well probably because it's way to early. I go sit down on the couch and I just look around the room. I suddenly fall from my sitting position to a lying down position. I feel extremely tired for some reason and I really want to close my eyes. But I don't, I know that if I do I'll just end up having a nightmare in front of everyone and I don't want that to happen. I sit back up and sigh, I look at my phone and I decide to look at all the articles about me, all of them a saying how bad of a person I am and that I should just disappear. I zone out reading everything and suddenly I flinch at the sudden contact, someone touched my shoulder. I look up and see kiri reading whatever I have on my phone, his expression turns to a sad one then he looks at me. As he was about to open his mouth I interrupted him. "What do you want shitty hair!?" I tried to sound annoyed to make him back off. "Hey... bakugo are you okay?" He looks at me with a sad looks and he's hoping I'll give him an honest answer but I won't because he probably hates me like everyone else.