•Sleepless nights• |kiribaku|

•chapter eight•

Bakugo's pov

I was in the living room looking outside the window. I thought I was the only one down here but I started hearing something so someone must be down here with me. I turn around and I see Kirishima standing there. But he doesn't have his smile, his loving, joyful, bright smile. Instead he has a frown, a sad, disappointed and most importantly a disgusted smile.

"Are you okay?" I ask, his frown doesn't change. He doesn't speak nor does he give of the normal Kirishima vibe. Maybe he had a bad dream or something. I can't seem to read him no more, his frown is giving me some form of emotions but the rest of his face and body just looks emotionless. I waited patiently for his answer, yet it never came. Maybe he didn't hear me, maybe he's stuck in his thoughts.

If he's spacing out then he won't hear me from this far away. I walk closer to him so he realises I'm speaking to him. "Stop" I stop moving immediately. His frown doesn't seem to change at all, but his voice was is just dripping in venom,disgust, hatred and disappointment. Did I do something wrong? I don't think I did. "What's wrong?" I ask quietly, maybe if he explains what I did wrong I can fix it.

"Don't come near me" Kirishima says while he starts to take off. He's walking outside, so I follow him. I need to figure out what's wrong, maybe I can help him?

Why would you be able to help anyone?
He doesn't like you
He never did
No one likes you
Your whole class is fed up of all your screaming
Everyone is waiting for the day you leave
If you want to be helpful, you should end your life
That'll be the best help you could ever give to someone.
You're getting rid of their problem.
And that problem is
You.

I start to tear up at my thoughts, I understand I can't be helpful but I won't just stand here and let Kirishima be upset without trying to help him. I follow Kirishima out the door and then to the garden. I see that the rest of the class is there, maybe they all wanted to hangout.

You weren't invited

That's right, if they all wanted to hangout and they wanted me there they would've told me. Maybe I should leave. I stop for a second and look around a bit, every single classmate is here. I don't want to intrude, I decide on walking away is the best option. "Hey bakugo. Wait a sec" I hear someone say, maybe they did want me here they just forgot to invite me. I get really happy and bubbly inside. I turn round to face around.

They all have the same frown as Kirishima and the rest of their bodies and faces give off no emotion. What happened? "Yes?" I ask, maybe they'll tell me what I did wrong. "Why did you think we wanted you here?" My heart stops. I know that they probably didn't want me here but it's different when they tell me straight to my face! Maybe they're joking? They must be right!?

"All you ever do it bitch. Get lost! We don't want to see your ugly face! We don't want to see you. We never did" "all we ever wanted is for you to leave us alone! But you never did! You keep on bothering us! You keep on speaking, you keep on living"

They don't want me to live?

" you never do anything helpful, you yell, you bitch. And it never stops. All these stupid nicknames you give us are just dumb like you!" " if you want to be helpful maybe you should just get lost!!"

They must be joking, right?

"You're a good for nothing Villain, a monster, a mistake. No one loves you and they never will!"