Love
Pain
And Hatred
The synopsis of something new, powerful, everlasting, and probably something that will turn your boring life into a new adventure. The experiences you learn on the way of that journey you have no choice but to look into the abyss and accept the anger that grew inside of you.
My choices led me to this path.
If I can go back to my past I probably will choose the same path. How unlucky to be born into such a cruel and selfish world. It's one thing to be born with privilege and a family with power over society: but I was one of the few that was born as they say 'unlucky, dirty and straight trash'. Unlike my family, I was the only one that had the brain to change the way I lived because I believed...NO I knew I deserved something more because inside and outside I was beautiful. Even though I wished for these useless things I was glad that I grew up in a place that gave me confidence and the feeling of being constantly looked down on by your peers, teachers, and your own family.
I could tell you my story is probably typical but it's real and honest.
I remember walking into one of those crazy intense parties; those parties where you know something is about to go down at the end. Maybe I was wrong but then again I was wasted just like every other person at that party. Don't get me wrong I am not one of those weirdos who stand in the corner of the room that analyze every person that walks through the door.
But at that moment I felt like I was that weirdo in the corner.
With my nerdy glasses hanging down to my nose...I was the average nerd. Well, I believed I was and that's probably why I was in this tight corner staring at my fellow drunk classmates. This wasn't my typical scenery; I was just an average girl who wanted to be left alone in her room: sleeping and not be bothered by the world. But every time I laid into my queen-size bed the world always ruined the moment.
So now I am in a room full of idiotic wealthy people.
All offense to the side but Kiara was included with them because she was the main reason why I was at this party. Now look at me in the corner looking lonely and shit with my friend that's most likely banging someone in the room above me. "Who knows a hottie could be waiting for you at this party" she tried to convince me. The past me will disagree with her because she was the one that was meeting the hottie and I was just left with a tight wall that stood between both ends of my body.
If only I was not shy I could just walk into any random guy and just give him all of me. But then again I am not that girl; I am just me who accepts my world the way it is even if it gets shittier.
Trying to avoid confrontation I walked away from the corner that soon became my safe spot and headed towards the kitchen where all the drinks were being forced down the young teenager's throats. Whew, the hangover they will have in the morning I thought inside my head...I knew something was going down so I avoided getting slick: which we all can agree I have been doing pretty good with my mouth lately.
At each party I go to there is always a dick who thinks he runs the party and everyone in it. Walking towards me was a dark-skinned muscular dude but yet you could still tell fitness wasn't his top priority; nice grayish eyes that would make you see many things and messy but nice hair slicked to the side. All jokes to the side by first glance you will think that he was the average pretty boy but the reality was he was just another wannabe. "Jasmine Jasmine...Jasmine something looks different about you but you look mighty fine tonight" he said slowly while he looked down at my perfect shaped body.
Of course, he avoided eye contact...
"Not interested...how many times do I have to say it for you to get it" I mentioned. "You know you do this all the time trying to avoid confrontation so you keep it short and cute, but you know I know who you is and just like the other girls I will make you want me but I giving you a very special consideration to beg me" he divulged in his voice so cruelly you will think that he had more to say.
But just like any other days, I kept it short and cute to avoid confrontation but this guy right here was just too damn ignorant.
"Is that another pickup line because I'm starting to get bored" I mocked him and gave him a little smirk that will piss off his huge ego. Like I said before none of this was my typical scenery...but pissing off a guy with a big ass ego was just something that just excited me.
" Don't tell me that by rejecting you, you are going to start sulking like the little boy you are" I picked at him; hoping for a reaction that will satisfy me.
"You BITCH" he said as his left hand started to lift.
"You should leave the lady alone if she doesn't want to be bothered. "Who the hell are you" he replied to the man behind him.
"Someone you should be afraid of...that's who I am" he profoundly said as he walked closer to the dude that was messing with me. I don't know why but him intervening in this situation because it was not needed; I'm a big girl and I can handle my situation. When the guy was on his way leaving he bumped into my shoulder causing me to almost collapse on the floor.
"Are you okay" he uttered.
"Yeah, I was so scared that I needed a big strong man to deal with my problems" I uttered sarcastically. Not waiting for a response and I started to walk away from the people at the party.
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Love Pain & Hatred
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