|myasia🌸|
I'd left the paper on my dresser an it's been sitting there. Every time I seen it I grew more confused on what I should do. Dre and I had gotten more closer and he was telling me I should call. I wasn't sure tho so I asked him to be here with me when I did.
//later that day//
|Dre‼️|
I pulled up to Myasia's house I was not only nervous for her but me. I gotta figure out a way to tell her ha dad a drug dealer and I'm one of his dope boys. I really like her and I don't wanna fuck this up. I knocked on the door and her moms answered "Hey Ms. Keesha is Myasia here." Yea she is son you know where to go don't you. "Yes ma'am" she let me inside and I went up the stairs and down the hall. I knocked on her door and I heard her little sweet voice "come in" I went in and wheww🥵 mamas was bad. "Damn ma u bad🥵 goh damn finna make a nigga whewwww"|myasia🌸|
After I woke up from a nap dre came over. I was finna call my bad but I was really contemplating it. "Before you call I got to tell you sum" dre said. I looked at the phone then to him. Dre was indeed fine "go ahead" I said. He faced me and took a deep breath "so yk I sell right" I nodded my head yes and he proceeded "well I sell for your dad and before you jump to conclusions I never knew you was his daughter or anything I swear." I didn't know what to say I couldn't be mad but I did have questions. "So yk he had a daughter?" He looked down so I asked again "yes, he said that he has another daughter and son he sends there mother money for them all the time." I sat down on the bed heartbroken not only at my dad for not having the audacity to contact us, for just leaving us but also my mom for knowing where he was, and blaming myself for everything . I must've looked overwhelmed with everything because dre came and held my hand and told me it was gone be okay. At this point I didn't wan to call anymore I just wanted to lay down and watch Disney+. Dre laid with me and held me while we watched tv. I slowly drifted off to sleep. I was having flashbacks and I was scared so I started beating on dre because I thought he was someone else. He grabbed my hands and told me I was Alr I just looked at him and cried. He looked me in my eyes and then just held me while I cried. "I see so much pain in yo eyes mamas tell me what's wrong." I looked at him and seen the concern on his face. I took a deep breathe and started to tell him everything.