Blue Roses

Chapter 62

Here's another chapter long ass chapter  just because you deserve it ,loves.
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This chapter is in Williams POV as i promised , half of it to be specific but you want the next chapter to be in WilliamsPOV Too , tell me so that ik .

The song up there 👆 is for Williams part .
The writing on the wall by sam smith
I'll leave you to it now 😊
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The question made me panic for a moment

What will happen if i got pregnant?

i know this is too early for what I'm saying but i couldn't help the possibility , because if this really happens everything will change.

To worst or to better.

I don't know.

Am i ready now for a baby?

i mean I'm just 20, i have a year ahead of me in collage

but the most important question is

Will Williams be okay with that ?

if i got pregnant somehow i know that William's reaction will be the line to our relation, i mean if he'll be okay with it , I'll be happy that he's willing to have a baby with me even if it's too early but if he refused badly and made it a problem i know for sure that things between us will not be good from my side , i don't know honestly how will i react then , but if he asked me for abortion then he can forget all about me

Listen to that , hah

I'm already thinking as if I'm pregnant already!

Maybe i should share my thoughts with him

Just to test the water

"Williams ..are you asleep yet ?" i asked him because we fell in a complete silence about half an hour ago and i'm feeling his breath regulates and slows down and he's not moving

"no baby not yet, i knew you were still awake, your body is tense. What are you thinking of flower?" he asked me and i shift to look at him

here goes nothing

"...i was just thinking  that....what if..uh...you know....ugh..n-nothing , let's sleep " i told him feeling frustrated and shook my head and hugged him tightly , i feel his hands around my waist and he suddenly flipped me so that I'm on top of him , my thighs straddling his lap , i gasp at the sudden action and see him looking intensely at me

" why are you hesitating to tell me what you're thinking of ?" he asked me with a hint of hurt in his voice , i never wanna hurt him .

" I'm not hesitating Williams, i just don't know how to say this " i told him placing my hand on his cheek and the other is on his chest , his hand pushed my hair behind my ear and the other is crassing from the area beside my breast till my waist and up again , covering my curves.

" tell me " he demanded with a plea look in his eyes

"uhm...i was gonna say that what if ...you know unprotected sex and...uhm..you came i-" he cut off my misery

"What if you got pregnant" he said more like he's sure but his soft tone calmed my shaking body.

Dude! Butterflies were visiting my tummy, i nod biting my lip while blushing like crazy.

"i don't see the problem " he said and i looked at him confusingly

he don't mind me getting pregnant ?