Blue Roses

chapter 35

hello nice people 

If someone here is team Lucas , I gotta tell them
" you're welcome guys 😏 "

I'll leave you to it .

Have a nice reading 😘

..........

Oh . My . God .

this ......

it can't

why does it has to be him out of all people ?

I can't even begin to think what should I say or do now !!

It's him ... The guy I spent years wanting to know who he might be , the one who stole my first kiss and took my mind away with him..

Yes it was nothing and I was sure back then that he was probably just having fun but to me it wasn't cause I was never kissed by a guy and he wasn't any guy he was a beautiful one who knew what was he doing and just to know today that I've been around the same guy for almost a week now made me shiver and stopped my mind from any thoughts .

after what he said i know that i can't be normal with him like i was .. it would be hard knowing that he's the same guy .

i was so bend on knees to know that person .... those ocean blue eyes consumed me and I noticed nothing but them during that one small kiss . 

I stared at his soft pink lips tgat once were kissing mine then  found myself touching mine .

What the hell is wrong with me now ?

stupid little kid  , I scowl myself

no i'm a stupid big kid , not small

He started deeply into my eyes before he sigh and started speaking .

" remember when you were in year 10 ? it was the last week at school , that day it was senior prom party and you ...you were walking alone at the school hall " he said looking at the ground and looks nervous , suddenly my mouth goes dry and i swollowed hard ... It really is him .

"Continue please " i whispered softly and he looked surprised that I want him to continue and willing to hear him  while me I'm  just about to have a heart attach .

Oh goodness it's really him !!

" it was dark and i was in a really bad mood , i was walking in the same hall as you but on the opposite side then i...uhm....i saw you ...you were looking so innocent and ... Small .. so fragile and scared as if it was your first time at school at night .. then you started looking at the ceiling and smiled when you saw mr philib's decorations ...i -i...couldn't....just walk like that and i already knew you not in person but I saw you with Andreya before ..... i don't know what got into me but the next thing i found myself kissing those soft plumb lips " he said brushing my lower lip with his thumb and that go me closing my eyes and shives started rolling down my spine , my breath hitched .

What's happening to me now ?

i opened my eyes and the feeling of being dazed is consuming me , my heart is dancing at it's own frantic tempo , my eyes moved from his dark blue ones to his pink inviting lips and my thoughts were like , those are the same lips that kissed mine .

the next thing i know my lips are clashing against his .

I don't know how , when or why but it just happened , my lips on his stills cause I don't know what to do , he slowly opens his mouth and I did the same then our lips started moving in a familiar way  , his mouth closed against mine and he sucks my lip a moan was threatening to come to life but I hold it in , i closed my eyes slowly feeling every inch of his lips on mine , his hot warm pink lips .