Blue Roses

chapter 23

Hey there fellas

So their (outfits up there 👆)

*A long A$$ chapter
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Enjoy
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by the time it's 4:00 i'm ready waiting for williams the last touch was to put on my beige heels

"wow...you look incredibly sexy , who are you ? where is my roommate ?" rebeca asked looking amused as she entered the room . i smiled and blush took it's place on my cheeks

when i was buying this dress i knew that it would look hot on me , it's not what you'd call sexy dress but it's tight and draw every single curve of my body , it's a red wine sleeveless dress with the front dipped heart shape then there is a ribbon and the dip is continued to a deep v cut , it shows some cleavage but not too much , the dress reaches above my knees with a couple of inches .

i love the color and the fact that it makes my curves appear perfectly , my hair looks perfect slightly curled , i let it fall down my bare back as the dress is backless till the half of my back. i was unsecure while buying it because it's so revealing i mean my arms and the whole collar bone area and a beak of my breasts not to mention the half of my back they're all exposed and honestly i'm not a fan of exposing skin , i mean even in wearing bikini's .

and yes i don't do bikini nor swimming suits for the matter , it's not because i'm all protective and shy no but because simply i was never allowed when my father was alive we used to go to the beach and as a kid i used to wear bikini and swimming suits after his death mum never took me to the beach , whenever i wanted to swim i'd swim in our pool in the back yard with emma and max but not with any others , whenever emma and max would ask for her permission to take me out to the beach with them and their friends she'd refuse badly and don't ask me why because me ...myself don't know the answer .

i can't even remember how the water felt on my skin or how salty it is and the smell of the ocean and how it can relive your soul , i just wish o swim and feel the fresh salty water against my skin but after being too long forbidden a new fear of going near the sea had taken it's place in me and even if i want to go the sea here when she's not around and can't stop me ...i can't , i'd be scared to death .

back to our topic , i'm showing some skin ...much skin , i know

i'm trying to imagine the look on mamma's face if she saw me now

holly mosses !

"i like your make up too , simple yet sexy nude " she told me and i smiled and nod in agreement

i'm applying a beige nude smoky eye shadow and red wine lip stick and some mascara

" thank you becki " i said blushing , we both almost jump when we heard the knock on the door

" go ahead and open it " she whispered to me and my eyes widen and i start shaking my head a no .

"no you go " i whispered to her

"go , now " she whispered yelled and i jumped then we both laugh

my heart is beating out of my chest , i swallow nervously and my hands are sweaty

then i opened the door .

once the door was opened i literally stopped breathing , no one should be this good looking .

he is standing wearing beige suit jacket buttons open and a white dress shirt the first two buttons are opened too as well and placed inside his dark navy pants and beige matching shoes .