Blue Roses

chapter 32

Hey guys 

So newbies , I'm spoiling you now adays by updating juicy chapters 😏

##warning : this chapter contains mature contact that includes bad language and hard stuff like blood and self harming, basically horrible stuff , so if you can't deal with that I suggest you skip the first part of the chapter .

So  I guess you guys figured that this chapter will be different from any other I've written here before.

# also also also .. this chapter is actually important !! You must read it or at least the first part of it , later on you'll understand and realize that this chapter is one of the most important ones. 

The song up there ☝ is about the first part of the chapter and if any of you got confused on what exactly the girl singing the song is talking about ,I think it's about her soul and her lost self

Enjoy 😘

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unknown POV :

My soul is bleeding . every organ , cell and atom in my body is crying in pain ... It hurts so much.

However I tried to be numb and stop feeling him murder my soul , I fail .

Free salty tears are falling free from my unblinking , red eyes . Every tear burns sliding down my skin .

"Ohhh puttana ... Your pussy is so fucking tight , fanculo " he cried his pleasure in a dark growl , the monster on top of me closed his eyes surrendering to his sick pleasure as he thrust deeper into me .

Every thrust splits my soul , it tears my heart into pieces and burn my soul alive , every moan he moans ... Every groan he groans makes me want to puke .

He disgusts me .

This animal took everything away from me .

He took my inoccence .. he took my beauty and my youth ....

He took away my smile .

He took my heart and stepped right onto it .

I became his dead doll so that whenever he's mad he'd stab her with sharp knifes just to take out some anger .

" Questa é la cagna ..... Clench around my fucking dick " he said roughly through his clenched teeth grabbing my breasts harder and thrusts more into me , it made me close my eyes tightly Because it hurts , he's ripping me apart and my insides are bleeding .

" Urlar ..... I want to hear you screaming . Fammi sentire la tua voce  , cagna "  he said and slapped me so hard and that got me to sob silently and more tears fell from my eyes .

As years passed I realised that he enjoys seeing me weak , my screaminga and sobbings is like a Melody to his ears ... Seeing me in pain and suffering is this sick man's pleasure so I stopped .

I stopped giving him any kind of reactions . I'd cry silently and sob in silence and whenever I'm mad and angry and wanting to scream I'd bit my hand so hard till the point where I cut myself and taste my own blood but it somehow silence my demons and make me feel numb .....
it sustained the pain .

"I said fucking scream " he shouted in an angry voice and his thrusts became violent and almost with unnatural speed and I know his close .

Suddenly the door of the room opened widely and I know only one person could do that and the bastard wouldn't dare to speak .