| Love me or leave me |

13 - soft

\ HOMETIME/ Y/N P.O.V

Mark walked me to the front gate, and we continued down until the bus stops.

Mark: I live on the other side of town, so I have to catch the bus.

y/n: dang, was hoping we could hang out little more. I live nearby so I walk

he nodded understandingly. A bus pulled up a few minutes later and kids lined up to get on, mark: well this is my bus

y/n: oh okay, well I guess Ill get going. See you tomorrow at school!

I quickly left, pulling my hood up as I crossed the road. I walked slowly, waiting to see the bus leave.

MARK P.O.V

I watched as y/n walked away. Pulling his hood up as he went. I couldnt help but think about how he would look in my hoodies. How they would hang off of his skinny body. A voice interrupted my thoughts

Bus driver: you getting on?

My mind was racing, should i? I didnt feel right to leave now. I shook my head no and watched the doors close. Once it left, I made eye contact with y/n. he was surprised – but then a wide grin spread across his face. Im glad I didnt get on

Y/N P.O.V

I was waiting for the bus to leave. When it finally did, I met eyes with mark. Something I didnt expect at all. I was shook, but then this feeling of happiness took over me and I could help but smile. I watched him jog over to me and swing his arm over my shoulder.

Mark: lets get some food then you can show me your place, sound good?

y/n: sounds great

\ BACK IN THE HALL / BAMBAM P.O.V

I watched mark and y/n walk away, a small smile spread on my face at the sight. I was jealous yes, but also happy to see them both smiling so happily. Chatting about whatever they wanted, having as much skin contact as they needed without anyone being suspicious and moody.

Youngjae: Bambam?

I adverted my attention from them two and to the boy sitting across the room, Bambam: yeah?

Youngjae: do you like y/n?

His question surprised me, but I quickly shook it off and chuckled, Bambam: yeah, I do, but so do other people.

Youngjae: I like him too.

Bambam: wait wait wait, I thought you liked me!

Youngjae: yeah, I like you too – but I also like y/n

Bambam: but didnt you say you left your girlfriend because you liked me?

Youngjae: now youre just twisting my words. I said I was going to leave her because I realised, I liked dudes more. Simple.

Bambam: so, you didnt leave for me?

Youngjae: nope. I left for the male species.

I sighed deeply at his words; this is a mess. A wonderful, chaotic, happy mess.

\ Y/NS APARTMENT/ MARK P.O.V

I connected my phone to y/ns speakers. playing arctic monkeys, Quinn xcii and some monsta x.

We danced around while cooking the food we bought. Clinking our cans of soft drink. The song OKAY by Jackson Wang came on and we sang to it together.

Im feeling good right now

I feel good I feel good

After the song ended a slow one replaced its fast beat and the lyrics were gentle compared to the ones we heard before. I felt a pair of hands sit on my waist – my heart didnt jump or anything like that. this moment right now felt right. Our hips swayed together to the song and mark rested his head on my shoulder. I let my eyes close shut and just enjoyed this moment. I slowly turned around and our eyes met. They were filled with sincerity and I didnt have to speak to know what he was asking. I slowly leaned forward, gently connecting our lips together. The kiss was soft and genuine – he grabbed my waist roughly and lifted me up and dropped me onto the counter.

Please dont break my heart

Dont tear me apart

I know how it starts

So, please dont break my heart

I know how it starts

Trust me Ive been broken before

his hands slid up and down my sides soothingly. The kiss wasnt lustful and needy. It was as if we could feel each other connecting. It was soft and our lips moved slowly – they fit together perfectly. We broke away to catch our breath – you couldnt hear our panting over the music. It felt like we were the only ones breathing right now. Like we were the only ones in the world.