Pov: Kiara
Today is a girls only night. We three girls- Mia, Joe and me are having a sleepover at Joe's.
"pAs it is just we girls tonight...all of our cell phones will be kept in the box and locked aside". Joe knew exactly how to get Mia out of her phone. Mia groans, "oh come on, please!"
"nope" and then I snatch away her mobile and put it on silent mode.
First things first, after all it is a girls sleepover. Beauty and gossips are a must. It's really fun when I have my two weirdo's with me. The time went by so fast that it was already past mid night by now.
After all those assignments and stress ruling our minds for the past days, I felt light and relaxed. It was clear from our faces that we all were sleepy but we just couldn't let us agree with it. I was staring out through the window. The scene of the dark nights always has a loud silence in me.
"Ki...you're in love with him."
"What?"
Even though I knew exactly what she meant, the only word that finds the way out of my mouth was 'what'. Joe has some kind of magical spell which helps her read me like clear water. She has never went wrong with anything.
"You're in love with Theo"
"You think so?"
Mia was always interested in listening and she is good at it. She gets off from the bed and collapsed on the bean bag lying next to Joe on the floor.
"Yeah, we do."
"And I would say he is the best guy you could ever love in this whole world. He is just perfect" added Joe supporting Mia.
It was kind of the thing with every girls gang. We talked way too much and know each other deeper than we should. I hate the thing that people say, 'girls got nothing to talk about but boys'. That's not fair. We talk about the bushfire in Australia and the melting ice caps of Antarctica. Not just that, BTS, food, movies and dramas too are counted. But ...yeah ....boys is always the hot topic.
"Come on Ki...we know you love him. Why don't you just agree?"
"Hey! Kiara is 'blushing'...is that a yes? is that a yes?"
Both Mia and Joe were on it and this is the point where I get trapped.
"Okay. Okay. I agree, I'm in love with him.....but............ this is not possible."
Mia leaned forward and put her hands on her waist and gave me a blank one eyebrow raised expression.
"What's not possible?"
"ME falling in love with THEO"
"WHY is it not POSSIBLE", asked Joe doing a mimic of my accent.
"There are many reasons. I can't explain all of them."
"Well...then tell us what you can explain"
A let out a sigh and tried to figure out an answer for them.
"look...Theo is a good and perfect guy. But the thing is he is way too perfect for me. He is way too good and I don't think I should trouble him any more. I'm not allowed to do this.......I don't deserve him."
"oh come on...don't do that to yourself. It's nothing like you don't deserve him. If not you then who do you think 'deserves' him...."
Maybe they are right...BUT...I'm not allowed to do this. 'They' had already made it clear that any relationships other than friendship is a complete NO.I'm not even allowed to make a new friend until first THEY approve that person okay. They always say that people are not the way we think they are and that people are dangerous.Even after these many years I have to live under their rules.But what can i even do when it's my parents who tell this to me.
