An Irregular Heartbeat { Komahina! } ♥

Chapter 9 (im sorry this took so long)

      TW: Extremely brief mention of pedophilia (nothing bad)

       
Hajime's POV <3

      There was warmth.
Sunshine.
Laughter.
Glistening sand looking out on a tranquil ocean.

  My friends were there! Chiaki, Sonia, Kazuichi, Mikan, etc! We laughed and played in the water, how joyous it was. We played volleyball, swam in the ocean, ate watermelon, tanned, and just had so much overall fun, this was the best day ever!

I t d i d n t l a s t

Suddenly, they were dropping like rotten flies. One after another, forced to kill. Tears and hunger were the only thing we knew. And yet. We slaughtered.

  It was so scary, I was all alone at the end, facing another version of myself. A twisted yet stoic figure, hair like dripping black ink with bloody eyes. He looked at me, and he merged with me. And then I was the killer.

I w a s t h e o n e w h o d i d i t a l l .

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What is this feeling?

It's warm again.

Not too hot, not too cold. It's, sweet? Sugary. Melting all my fears away like hot milk.

It's.... comforting, nice, lovely even. Oh yeah, Nagito's next to me! I wonder if the "warm" heat bothers him, because clearly the thermostat is acting up. He actually looks quite comfortable though... Such a painfully peaceful expression is painted on his face, it tears me apart that he probably feels safer here than his previous location.

Oh jeez! I've got to remind myself that I've known him for less than a week. I still can t believe that we have come to the point where he's sleeping in my own bed!! A-and..
that I uh... well... indulged in some skin-to-skin contact with his forehead without his consent. That's so fucked up Hajime! Why the hell would I think that's acceptable?!

I really need some sleep though, the blaring red alarm clock keeps telling me it's 4:30 a.m. and I have school tomorrow! Kinda wack that's its already senior year, time flies so quickly... I wonder what Nagito's doing tomorrow and where he goes to school, that is, if he does. I better not have just let a pedophile into my home, I heard on the news some girl by the name of Monaca and her friend Kotoko has a problem like that the other day.

"Lovely, good luck trying to sleep now" I thought to myself. Might as well try though, Monday is always the hardest and I need as much energy as possible to deal with Kazuichi's bullshit tomorrow.

AN TIME: I AM SO SORRY FOR HOW LONG ITS BEEN WRITITERS BLOCK IS AN ASSHOLE JKJCSKJSDKNCWD I SWEAR IM STARTING ON THE NEXT CHAPTER AS SOON AS I GET SOME FEEDBACK FROM AN ACCIDENTAL BETA READER. TO EVERYONE WHO HAS COMMENTED WANTING MORE ILY THATS WHAT HAS BEEN MY MOTIVATION

ONCE AGAIN IM SORRY AND I HOPE YOU GOT MY SDRV2 OVA REFERENCE