I choose you

Crushed

[Gold's POV]

I know Silver since ever, we are old kindergarten best friends and for sometime we were each other rival (but these days are fortunately gone).

I always had a crush on him but I guess I never had guts to tell it directly or whatsoever. I'm a shy guy and naturally, as you can imagine a situation like confessing to the guy you like sounds extremely fucked up...?

I would probably start to shake and fall apart if he did reject me and could never see his face once again. That's it. I can definitely NOT bare it.

But why I still have these feelings? Why I melt everytime he smiles and embraces my shoulders like good old friends? I'm in friendzone, sure. I guess I can't be a winner in everything.

I beat a guy named Red after I went to finish my regional Pokémon trainer journey and recently, my long time female friend Leaf has told me he's planning to throw a party tonight and even asked me to bring Silver with me.

She told me Red and Green are in a relationship and maybe it could be a good opportunity for me to get involved with Silvie since she'll also bring her crush and wanna make a really clingy and romantic night. I'm also curious to know who Leaf might like after all this time, so btw...

I don't even know if he's gay after all but I can't let go of him so easily, nothing else to do, so....

I have no choice but take that chance to try to go somewhere..?

[Flashback on]

[Five years old Gold's POV]

It was December 3rd, it was already winter in our little town. I remember a few years ago, when daddy used to trick me by using a Santa Claus suit by Christmas.

It's been some time since he left, I never thought the cold would hurt so much, deep in my soul. I miss him.

Silver told me everything's gonna be alright, we are going to spend this Christmas together, and he even invited my mother to celebrate along his family!

That sounds so badass, I wanna be like dad someday and went to some journey of catching Pokémon and research stuff. I told Silver and he mocked me, but he said he might think about it as well.

If that's true, he and I we're gonna be rivals and I don't want that to become true. I really like Silver and I wanna always be friends with him!

[Flashback off]

A/N: I know this chapter turned out pretty short but I wanted to show you guys I'm still all about writing stuff <3
Just wait 'till the next chapter.