Ever After/Dean Ambrose. (New version coming soon.)

Ever After 27

It's been a few days since the whole thing with my father happened I was still a little bit scared but I know that nothing will happen to me ever again. These past few days have been going past so slow all I've been doing is sitting on the bed my legs upto my chin my arms wrapped around them and just staring out of the window. I knew that I was making Dean worried but all of the memories from my past just kept on coming back to me I couldn't get them out of my mind. I heard the bedroom door open and close then the bed sunk a little telling me that someone was sitting next to me I knew that it was Dean.

The soon as I looked over at Dean my heart started to break he was so beautiful but if I keep on acting like this then he might leave me. Losing Dean has been my worst nightmare ever since we started dating we've had our ups and downs but we are still here. Dean had that concern and worry in his eyes I knew that he hasn't been sleeping because of the bags under his eyes plus he always get's up in the middle of the night.

''You need to let go, Ashley I'm worried about you, you haven't said anything to me these past few days it's killing me, you need to let go of the past and concentrate on the present.'' He said my heart was telling me that he's right but my head was telling me that he doesn't know what it's like so me being a dumb and stupid human being went with what my head saying.

''You don't know what it's like Dean, to have all of them horrible things happen to you, to be raped and have your own virginity taken by your father. My mother nearly died because of him how do you expect me to let it go? Try being in my shoes...'' I stopped talking when I saw the anger in Dean's and his fist clenching into a ball my father used to do the same.

''You think I don't know what it's like? You go around acting like you're the only one with the worst past ever. Think about what I went through not only did my mom and dad drink a lot but they were also drug addicts. I was scared to walk through the streets while walking home from school because every drug dealer out there knew my mom so they would beat me up and try to sell me drugs. One day I woke up to find out that my parents had left me I had to drop out of school and make a name for myself in the wrestling buisness I had to do this all on my own. Your dad is getting help isn't he? There's the difference I will never see my dad or mom ever again while you have your mom, your brother oh and you can see your father in jail whenever you want.'' He said I looked down at my hands Dean was right I was too busy thinking about my past I didn't even think about what Dean went through as a kid. Before I opened my mouth to speak Dean grabbed his jacket and walked out of the hotel room.

How could I be so stupid? Dean now hates me I blew it all I never thought about what he went through his past the only thing I cared about was myself how can I be so selfish? I felt the tears roll down my cheeks if he's walked out of the door then will he come back? I couldn't get that thought out of my mind I knew that he hated talking about his parents it always made him feel angry. I remember when I always felt like this when I was teenager there was always that one person who I could talk to and no it wasn't my mom. Amelia was my amazing best friend we were like twin sisters we were the same age but we wasn't born on the same day instead Amelia was a few months older than me. We were always together in High School we promised eachother to be best friends forever. All that changed when she was hit by a drunken driver Amelia and her older brother both died that night.

I remember the night that I got the call very clearly it was her mother who called me I remember when the phone fell out of my hands Colby ran over to me I just burst into tears while lying in his arms. There were times like this where I wish she was here she would have given me or said ''Grow up Ashley wipe them tears and run after your man.'' There was only one person who I knew that I needed right now I walked out of Dean's hotel room and walked down the long hotel corridor going past door after door until I came across the one that I wanted. I raised my hand and knocked on the person I heard a person curse on the other side making me laugh and the door swung open.

''Sis! I was just about to walk over to your hotel room right now just to see how you are doing'' My brother Colby said it felt good to see him again I just had to hug him tightly.

''Colby I've messed everything up with Dean, I don't know what to do, What if he's left me?'' I asked him looking up to look at him Colby chuckled and messed up my hair.

''Ashley, don't worry Dean loves you too much to leave you, he'll come back just let him cool off for a bit now come on inside and let's get your mind of things, I have some cola, pizza, popcorn and batman.'' Colby said making me smile I did have a best friend that best friend was my brother and I was so happy to have in my life he always knew when to make me smile even when I was down. The worries about Dean was still in my mind but I actually believe Seth Dean promised he wouldn't leave me again, But could he break that promise?