Believe (BWWM) (On Hold)

Jolly Giants and Pudding Cups

So now to the present. I don't really think my past relations are of much important significance. They all sucked. They all were very good with words, charming, could make you believe anything that would come out their puny little mouths. Fuckers. I don't know if it was me, or them, but I am totally betting it was me, or I was just dumb enough not to see through their sweet words.

        I am good at reading people, but I make poor choices in men. What do I know though? I'm only eighteen years old. They say you'll go through a plethora of men before you reach “the one”, but I don't think I want to waste my time on such nonsensical bull shit. Men are pigs, men don't give a shit about anyone but themselves, and men are selfish, and regardless of how well you treat them, at the end of the day a man is going to do what a man wants. End of story.

I really want to perceive that I feel that way, but deep down I know care way too much. I'm a hopeless romantic at heart, and that just makes everything negative that happens relationship wise feel so much worse then it really is. I'm not naïve no.

        I know perfection in a man is practically asking for pigs to fly, and I know you can't have such high expectations in someone you may not honestly know no matter how many years you've been around them because put under pressure and in a sticky situation, you really see how someone is underneath their layers. Like an onion, you have to slowly peel them back piece by piece. You might not like what you find, but you should never hold it against them especially if it's in the past and they've learned from it. Everyone deserves a chance at something.

And Then There Was You

It was a normal day just like any other day. I was still slightly disappointed about not being able to attend the school I really wanted to go to, but money was limited, and I didn't apply to a lot of scholarships like I was supposed to. A lesson learned, but I had other options and maybe some day I will try again. Right now I was focusing on trying to get a job.

        The economy here was much worse then it was in Virginia. I am desperate for a job. The money I have left is slowly depleting and I'm not sure how I am going to pay the bills next month. Borrowing money is totally out of the question from anyone in my family. I have to do this on my own.

        They've already done so much for me, but one woman in particular I owe her my life, and it isn't my mom. We don't really have a relationship, I don't know what to call it, but if I have a problem my mom isn't the first person I ask for help. I learned not to do so a long time ago, and my dad...well...that's another story for another day.

This rinky dink apartment in on a not so good side of town was all I could afford at the moment. At least I have running water and electric, and just enough decent furniture to call it a home. I had just enough money to go grocery shopping, and I had a car. It wasn't fancy, but it got me where I needed to go, and right now I was really craving some beef and broccoli.

        I loved to cook. It is a passion of mine, and I see myself pursing a career in the culinary arts industry. Until then I'll throw down in the kitchen whenever I can afford it. My nana always told me I had a gift in the kitchen. I'm no Gordon Ramsey, but I hope to be just as good as him some day if not better.

The grocery store wasn't very crowded so I was in and out just like I liked it, that is until I was stampeded into by a very large man I might add in height. Had to be about 6'7 towering over my 5'4 frame, and boy was he angry and I don't know who the hell he thought he was talking to, but it wasn't me.

“You need to watch where the hell you are going imbecile!” he belted out.

“I don't know what women you associate yourself on a daily basis, but your jolly green giant ass will not be talking to me like some bitch on the street, now if you excuse me...” I said looking at him dead in the eyes, picking up the bags of groceries that were knocked out my hand.

“Fucking high and mighty pasty white pudding cup ass...” I grumbled and kept it moving not caring what else he had to say, but I did feel his eyes on my back glaring hard.

His P.O.V

“Fucking high and mighty pasty white pudding cup ass...” she grumbled and kept on about her way.

Pudding cup? Was that all she had? I continued on glaring into her back. I swear something happens every time I come into this damn store, and she by far has been the most frustrating and amusing. She wasn't half bad either.

        You see, I'm a man of many women. I don't care if you are a damn rainbow. You got a nice set of racks, and a great ass, and some good sex then we have absolutely no problem, but she...oh that woman. Her intense brown eyes and beautiful lips caught my attention, and her wild curly hair. I've never seen such beautiful hair. I didn't get to observe her body much because she stomped off so fast, but what does it matter. There is no chance in hell I'd be seeing her again, and she probably wouldn't even consider me after all I was quite rude and uncalled for.

“Jolly green giant..” I chuckled to myself. Classic, just classic.

Hey guys! How was this chapter for you all? What do you think of the introduction of the new character? I personally liked how this chapter turned out, and actually was in tears laughing at some of this. If you guys have any questions feel free to ask away. I'll be more then happy to answer any of them. Anyways, thank you for reading another installment of this book, and I will be elated to hear some comments from you guys. Hope your day or night is going well for you.

Sincerely,

Savvy