love in separation (Completed)

Journey becomes destination

It was a brilliant day since the moment I wake up I was feeling like I can conquer the world. What was special about that day I had no idea. It had been 5 years since I have attached myself to my Lord Krishna. My journey had so many ups and downs but throughout it all I had found some place to belong. Something worth while.

I wanted to marry him but being an awkward teenager that too who was yet to reach the age of 18 I was feeling nervous and confused at the same time. Nervous because how to know if he is willing to marry me or not and confused because how am I supposed to understand why were my feelings overwhelming me today out of all the days but it was exam time. Yeah yeah I was only in class 12th and it was our boards and it was our Chemistry paper.

Paper went okay but my heart was still in a mariad of emotions. Why was I feeling this much connection to him today. I had no idea. Tomorrow was Holi and I was supposed to go back home today only. We used to See each other everyday allthough I was the only one who made heart eyes at him but atleast he was always present on exact same spot waiting for me, not really someone had decided that his picture would look great on the white wall of plaza allthough the entire plaza looked dirty but him, my Kanha still made every body turn at that plaza because well manmohan is enchanting isn't he???

Anyways seeing him there was the highlight of my day. I felt that he is there to wish me all the best everyday and my paper would go well.

But today I looked at him and felt sad because after last paper I was leaving the town I was studying in. I bid him bye with as much love as I can manage to send his way.

And he greeted me same way as he always did with that signature beautiful smile of his.

Coming back home I saw my own idol there. In that moment I was feeling too emotional, I wasn't emotional about leaving town nor about leaving school but I was emotional about leaving PG when I didn't even have friends or loving roommates there.

I knew that it was my chance to either become his forever or make him mine forever and that's what I did. How it's not important but one thing was sure that was the day my journey ahead to him was clear to me.

It was the day I took that first step and I still have no idea what's going to happen next in my life but one thing was genuinely clear, this journey didn't need to reach the destination. I had not choosen to follow that path to see where it will end. I had choosen it because it was the most beautiful path ever.

A path where every joy was filled with tears and every tear was filled with joy.

A path where every stone was a ladder and every thorn a mark for a lifetime

A path where nights and days were equally beautiful, nobody was awaiting the arrival of dawn. The dusky twilights were more soothing as they were dark.

Since the path was so beautiful I didn't want destination to arrive. I was sure that this journey was my choosen destiny and expected destination.

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